little bunny (jjkxbts)

how did you know you were a little?(chapter12)

the boys were at bighit practicing for their upcoming album. they have been there for about 5 hours now and its now their break. 

They are sitting on the floor of the dance room sprawled out on the floor. until one of the staff members brought the food they ordered. 

they said thank you and started eating. 

"hey jk how did you know you were a little?" hobi asked digging at his food 

"uh its a long story.. but i guess we have time" jungkook replied and started explaining 

"It was last year probably around this time? i don't really remember but anyway. we had our busy schedules and we had three stadium concerts and one fan meet and we also had those back to back practices. 

 it kinda started that day jin hyung found me crying because i was stressed and it started getting fuzzy for a few minutes but i brushed it off. i thought it was just from all the crying i did that day. 

i was struggling at the concerts it was almost like my body wouldn't  work with my mind and i had to force myself to preform. its also when i was so out of it i slipped on stage for euphoria. 

i cried after than and then when we got to the dorms the fuzzy feeling came back and it relaxed? relaxed me for awhile. it was a very calming thing and i eventually fell asleep. it helped a lot and i wasn't that stressed the next day. 

the next performance was pretty smooth and i was very surprised because i had been so stressed it almost confused me like my mind couldn't figure out what was happening but i was so used to how things go it was automatic for my body. 

i think the fan meet was the most important part to be honest. if we didn't have it i think i would still be where i was last year. the fanmeet was also almost the worst? the gifts were mostly snacks and stuffies and incase you didn't know those help me slip or slip in random moments. 

at the fan meet it was something about the vibe and what i was seeing triggered that fuzzy feeling and it stuck with me the whole time. after i snuck a few of the stuffies back and i still have them. honestly i think i slipped at the fan meet but not to far. 

when we got home i was in my room and i put on the largest hoodie and sweats i own and grabbed the stuffies and set them around me and tucked them in like i had to. my mind went blank after that. i remember sucking my thumb and cartoons basically but not much after. i don't know if i fell asleep or what but yeah. 

when i woke up the next day i was a little dizzy but because i remembered what had happened i looked it up to see if it was a thing and turns out it was. and thats about it" jungkook finished 

jungkook giggled after he looked up at all his members " you guys look like you have questions you can ask if you want" he stated and took another bite of his food. 

"So you said the snacks triggered right? so is that when we were at the cafe you were almost out of it?" jimin asked 

jungkook wiped his mouth and responded "mhm the sweets at the counter made it really hard so i fell asleep to avoid them" 

"oooooh okay" jimin smiled at the answer 

"when you get stressed you slip right? do you feel it when you can't slip and are stressed?" jin asked 

jungkook thought for a moment before he responded "yes i do tend to slip when i get stressed but when i cant its hard because i want to give in my body makes if feel like i need to shut down and stop"

namjoon was the next to ask " so we know the triggers but do you tend to want to slip when you aren't stressed like your tired or sick" 

"mhm when i get tired i get cranky and then i slip or when i get frustrated. when I'm sick it depends but i think when im emotional it gets worse because i don't know how far i will slip" jungkook replied 

"how old do range from?" yoongi asked 

"uhm probably a few months to 5ish i don't get much older than that" jungkook smiled 

"have you slipped into babyspace before? i know you haven't slipped that far with us" hobi asked 

"i've slipped to about 2 for a day or so but  not into baby space yet" hobi smiled at the youngest and he smiled back 

" when you get small you get smaller depending on age right? so if you did go into baby space you would be the size of one right?" taehyung asked 

"I would probably be a little bigger i would guess but about that size yes" 

"jungkookie is my cute little childddd" hobi sung and attacked jungkook with a hug followed by the rest of the members. soon the room was full of laughter 

after the practice the members all fell asleep in the living room with a movie playing 

"I love you hyungs" 

"we love you too jungkook"