virgin. ✔️

four

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he sits next to felix and sighs.

"what was that sigh for?" he looks at chan.

"I um... I just saw something that I don't think you'd wanna see" chan looks down.

"what?"

"it was... it... it was... jennie"

"what about her?"

"she was... with someone"

"so?"

"no. she was with someone else" he still didn't get it.

"felix she's cheating on you" chan says and felix's eyes widen.

"WHAT!?" he stands up. "where is she!?"

"in her room" felix makes an angry face and he stands up to charge into jennie's room.

"felix!" her and changbin stand up.

"YOU BITCH"

"I'm sorry I—"

"save it, we're over" he leaves the room and goes back to the party.

hyunjin saw what was going on, and he also suddenly felt upset like felix.

he goes to his room and slams the door shut.

"you gonna be okay?" chan asks.

"I need a drink or something" he stands up to look for a drink.

"I want alcohol" he says.

"felix you're—"

"I don't care! give me alcohol!" he glares at chan, he runs into the kitchen to grab some soju.

"don't drink too much—" it was too late, he was already guzzling the bottle.

"more" he slams the bottle on the table.

chan hands him another and he drinks it fast again.

he kept mumbling things to himself.

chan couldn't get across everything but he heard things like 'I hate everyone', 'why can't I trust anyone?' and 'why do men and women suck?'

he keeps drinking more soju, and eventually he starts acting strange, which meant he was officially drunk.

he stands up and then chan catches him when he was about to fall.

"you drank too much too quickly, sit down"

"no!" felix pushes chan.

"yes, you're gonna do something you'll regret tomorrow" felix keeps pushing him away.

"stop it! stop it! not again! no!" he starts whining. "get off of me! get away! no! stop!"

felix eventually gets tired, so when he was about to sit down chan stops him and carries him to the guest bedroom then lays him on the bed.

"what are you doing?" he looks at chan.

"laying you down so you can rest"

"I don't want rest!" he grabs chan's collar and moves him close.

they were nearly inches apart.

"I don't wanna be alone" he looks into his eyes and fills the gap between their lips.

chan was shocked at first, but then he pulls away.

"I can't. you're drunk, you'll hate me tomorrow"