😢When you have to do what you have to do😢(24)

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It had been about two hours since Jack has left. Logan left to go buy food leaving me alone and lonely. I was trying to sleep when I heard the door open. I didn't look to see who it was because it was probably Logan. Me-"Wow, Where did you go to bye food Logan. That was quick". ?-"Oh I'm not Logan". That voice made me immediately look in that direction. I ended up making eye contact with the girl who attacked me. Me-"What are you doing here". Girl-"Well I mean, you had an amazing opportunity to break up with Jack. But you told Logan you got attacked. So your gonna have to pay for telling, I did tell you not to tell anyone so maybe this should teach you a lesson.". The girl started walking over to me and when she was finally near me, she grabbed my arm. All of a sudden I felt a sharp pinch go through my arm. I glanced at her movements, watching her slice a line down my arm slowly. I started to sob, feeling the pain wasn't the only thing making me cry but it was the thought of what she was gonna do if I didn't break up with Jack. 

Girl-"Now that you got your punishment, I want you to break up with Jack tomorrow". Me-"(Sob) B-But you said I g-got three day's". I wanted to spend every second with Jack until I had to break up with him. Girl-"Well that's the thing, you didn't break up with him when you had the chance, so now you only have tomorrow". I was just looking at her with my tear stained face, while she was walking out. As soon as I heard the door close behind her, I started crying so hard. I didn't want to break up with Jack. But I also didn't want our baby to get attacked by his fans. Now that the thought of all the cons of mine and Jacks baby were in my head. I had realized that I actually had to break up with him, but he would still want to be near our babygirl. I knew what I have to do now. 

 I guess all those thoughts had a real turn on me because not only was I crying, but I was starting to hyperventilate. Logan just walked in and he ran to me. Logan-"Y/n what happened". I looked at him not wanting to tell him the truth. Me-"I-I walked to the bathroom and when I was about to flush I saw that I l-lost the baby". Logans face dropped and he immediately gave me a hug. Me-"I want to go home, Logan". When Logan pulled away he looked at his arm and saw the blood that was dripping from arm onto his. Logan-"Oh god, I'm going to go get the nurse. When they clean you up I'll take you home". I nodded and Logan went to go get the nurse.

After about an hour of me in the hospital Logan finally took me to his place which I'm calling home for now. 

It was about 11.09 and I was still up. I was looking for homes, and apartments when I heard the door open. I immediately looked up because, one, it might of been the girl, and two, I wanted to know who it was. Logan-"What are you still doing up". Me-"Just um, What are you doing up". Logan-"Jack wanted to video chat with you and he wanted me to check if you were still awake". I nodded and said "Is he gonna video chat me on my phone or yours". Logan-"Well he's gonna talk to you face to face". I looked at Logan confused because isn't that what facetiming is. Jack then popped into the doorframe. Jack-"Hey baby". Logan looked at him giving him a face that meant Jack still didn't know what I told Logan. Me-"Jack, w-what are you doing here your supposed to be in New York". Jack-"Well I had a change of plans, the show got cancelled, there was a flu going on over their and they wanted us to go back home and have our month of home time early". I looked at him dead faced. Logan-"Before you guys go on, Y/n could you at least tell him what happened Yesterday about the bathroom". Logan gave me a soft look then walked away. Jack just looked at me confused. Jack-"What happened baby, what is Logan talking about". I felt my eyes get watery. I know it's a lie,but not only did it feel real but Jack was gonna believe it and I was gonna have to leave him, cause of some crazy fan. Jack saw my eyes start to water so he sat next to me. Me-"Jack, there is no baby. I-I lost it Yesterday". Jack's face turned dead and his eyes began to get glossy, and wet". Jack-"What do you mean". Me-"Jack o-our baby, it's gone". Jack looked down, wiped a tear and sniffled. Jack-"Y/n I I'm sorry". I felt his arms wrap me up, along with his lips kissing mine. Me-"It's not your fault Jack". I wiped my tear off and hugged Jack back. Jack-"Yes it is, I shouldn't of gone on tour. I should of just stayed here with you". This is it. Me and Jack were still hugging and all I could feel was his tears landing on my shoulder. Me-"Jack. I don't think we should be together". I could feel the hug loosen as the words were coming out. Jack-"What". Me-"You keep blaming yourself, and your in a band. Jack you told me you should of skipped the tour. I can't let you miss out of important band stuff just because of me". Jack-"Y/n don't do this. Please". We were both now crying harder. I pulled Jack in a hug and kissed his lips, giving him a long passionate kiss. Me-"Jack. This is goodbye". I grabbed my suitcase that was already packed since I never unpacked it, and ran outside. All the boys, but Jack were downstairs watching me run out sending each other confused faces. I saw an Uber and got in inside it. Me-"Can you drive me to the closest hotel". The driver nodded and I looked at the house I had just ran out of. Watching Jack and the rest of the boys run out to try and chase the Uber car while I was just crying telling the driver to drive faster. Jack had stopped running along with the other boys. I guess they had realized what happened now. 

And I guess I had realized that I was now on my own. 

I was gonna now have to raise a babygirl with Jack and the boys thinking she was gone. 

I was gonna have to start a new life now.

A/N-I know this might of been a little surreal and crazy, but it had to be done. I love you fella limelights. Also please comment if Y/n baby should be named Paisley, or if you don't really like that name comment what name her baby should be. The most common name shown will be Y/n and Jacks baby name.

Word Count- 1166


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