"Why won't you let me love you?"
In which you, a popular streamer, get visited in the UK by Quackity yet new feelings arise, feelings of love yet they come with anguish and pain. Many arguments and issues arise, will you get through them or will the...
You lay in your bed, your mind pounding with thoughts. Yet you couldn't wrap your mind around the fact, all you were thinking about was him. Like what you've been thinking about for the past few months. It had always been about him.
Watching the birds outside your window, you noticed how they acted. Stupid, they have no brain, at least not one big enough to matter. Yet these two birds were there, cleaning each other as if they had some love in them.
Stretching your limbs to wake yourself up, you made your way to your PC, which you hadn't used since the break from streaming. You bunched your body up, hugging your knees while browsing.
You went on a website for flights, the first thing coming up was 'cheap flights to Mexico', it felt as if even the website was mocking you.
You laughed a bit to ignore the dread, yet the holiday sight seemed amazing. It had a beautiful pool; the hotel was 5 stars, stunning view of the beach including a spa. It seemed perfect to just relax, to clear your head.
You looked in your bank account, you had saved around 10k from streams and money from Paypal. Which was more than enough, you quickly booked everything.
Rushing around your residence, you rapidly packed any necessities.
Was this an awful idea? Probably.
But you didn't care, you had to get out of here. Otherwise, you would sit in a pit of your own mess for months. Maybe this was just what you needed. Sure, it was a bad country to leave too but maybe this was just you reclaiming Mexico.
Cleaning up the mess you had made packing up. You texted close friends and family to inform them of the trip.
You got the responses you thought you would. This early? Why such late notice? Is it to see Alex?
You gripped your steering wheel, finally realising the thing you were about to do.
Secretly, you wished that Alex would show up, that you could rekindle the romance yet it was stupid. Mexico was massive.
You drove to the airport, made your way through the gates, it was filled with families going for a holiday trip yet you were alone.
Alone.
Unsafe about to board a plane to a new country which you have never visited before.
Oh god. Oh god. Oh god.
Was this a stupid idea? You said it was for therapeutic reasons, to clear your mind from everything yet the only thing you wanted to get rid of from your mind was him.
But this whole trip has only been because of him.
Everything you do is because of him.
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At least you had a ride but he still didn't seem to have the slightest of interest in you. Why would he? You tried to ruin his life.
"Please board the plane on Gate 11"
You ran over to the queue and went to sit on your seat. Since it was a long trip it had one of those fancy screens which you watched Alvin and the chipmunks on about 5 times.
Which confused the grown man next to you. At one point you managed to drift off, waking up in-between moments to see random things.
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You awoke before the plane landed, uncomfortable considering your ears were blocked.
You packed up your stuff and waited for the plane to land, a pressure pushing against your stomach as the plane made its way down the runway.
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Gripping your suitcases, you ran to the pickup area. Trying to text Alex but your card didn't work in Mexico.
Scanning the room, you didn't see him. Hoping he was just late you went to go sit on a chair and wait but you got stopped.
A large man, laced in a black suit, paused you and started speaking Spanish. You tried to move away yet you couldn't escape his grip.
"Uber is outside, uber is outside!" He exclaimed in a strong accent. You awkwardly laughed, still trying to move his hand from your arm.
At this point, you were hopeless, he had an immense pull on you, trying to drag you outside.
"Todo está bien aquí?" You looked up to see Alex and an instant wave of relief swept you. He removed the man's hand and yanked you closer to him. Separating you and the male with his body.
After a short conversation filled with many evil glances, the male finally left. You jumped onto Alex to hug him yet he embarrassingly didn't hug you back.
"You shouldn't have come to Mexico," He sternly stated before grabbing your luggage to assist you to his car.
