"Mikasa... what am I to you?" he asked me. He fucking asked me. I don't know what to tell. My usually composed face was filled with different emotion that he shouldn't see.
"Why are you.. always with me?" These questions of him are killing me. "Is it because I saved you when we were young or..." he sighed as he looked up to the sky with his eyes closed. it's as if there's something with those orbs that I am not supposed to see, a secret maybe? "because am I a family?"
"It's because y-you're a f-family..." What the fuck, Mikasa?! I wanted to tell him that I love him since we were young. I love him that I can't properly breathe every time that he's endangering himself! Why is it so hard to utter those three words? I think I'm just a coward, a sore loser.
"you're a family to me, Eren.." I repeated to convince him.. or maybe I was just convincing myself all along.
If only I can turn back time and return to that specific moment. What if I answered it differently? What if I became honest with him about this fucking feelings? What if... he's just waiting for me to tell him those three words?
I love him, that's for sure.
Eren... where did we go wrong?
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hi!! Yes, the scene above is actually in Attack On Titan, I just modified it a little. lol. THis will be a fanfiction! So I will really appreciate you, commenting your thoughts about this story. Anyways, I made this story for my MikasaxEren heart. I can't stand the regret of Mikasa as she recall this memory of hers. #spoiler sorry huhu
