13 Reasons Why Preferences ( book 1 )

77 : Montgomery De La Cruz/ Imagine ( part 2 )

- at Liberty High School -
"You are just a scared little boy who has nothing better to do in his lame ass life"said Montgomery looking at Tyler as I was standing close by at my locker. "Maybe that's you Montgomery. You really think that you are a badass by joining Bryce's side but we all know that you just can't take a hint that no one will ever love you because you are just a scared fucking coward and a fag too"I said looking at Montgomery before walking away with Tyler by my side.
- in the auditorium -
I have a guitar in my hands and then I saw Tyler coming in with a sad smile on his face.
          ( Me/ looking at Tyler) - Puck
You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You, have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man
( Tyler/looking at me ) - Coach Beiste
Well you can take me down
With just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know
( me with Tyler/looking at each other )
Someday, I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
( Me/looking at Montgomery )
Why you gotta be so mean?
( Tyler/looking at Bryce )
You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
( me & Tyler/looking at everyone )
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out
( Me/looking at Zach ) - Puck
'Cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again
I bet you got pushed around
( me with Tyler/looking at Montgomery )
Somebody made you cold
( me/looking at Bryce ) - Puck
But the cycle ends right now
( Tyler/looking at Montgomery )
Cause you can't lead me down that road
You don't know, what you don't know
( Me with Tyler/looking at Montgomery )
Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
        ( Me/looking at Montgomery ) - Puck
Why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar
       ( me with Tyler/looking at Montgomery )
Talking over a football game
      ( Me/looking at Montgomery )
With that same big loud opinion but
      ( me with Tyler/looking at everyone )
Nobody's listening
      ( Me/looking at Montgomery )
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
        ( Tyler/looking at Montgomery )
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean
         ( Me/looking at Montgomery )
All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life, and mean
         ( Me & Tyler/looking at Montgomery )
And mean, and mean, and mean

But someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean. Yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
           ( Tyler,( Me)/looking at Montgomery )
Why you gotta be so mean? (Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city)
Why you gotta be so mean? (And all you're ever gonna be is mean)
Why you gotta be so mean? (Someday, I'll be living in a big old city)
Why you gotta be so mean?
          ( Me/looking at Montgomery )
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
          ( Me & Tyler/looking at Montgomery )
Why you gotta be so mean?
-----------------------;--------------------------------- at home -
When I got home from school, I just broke down and cried my eyes out.