Her Life

part 3

My life as a child was difficult ..
I felt that no one loved us..
We lived during the period of their quarrels with my grandfather..

they were affectionate at times and complained at times..

My grandmother's word was advice, "return them to their father, and you" mean my mother, "stay with us"

when I listened..
With these words, I felt anger, heat and the hatred of all people to the point that I ran away from their home that day ...

I was as in a dramatic movie..
I walked in the streets and the rain was falling ...
and in the end my aunt found my aunt and went with her ...
I complain to her about the distress in my chest and the hatred for my life that is useless ..

When your stick is broken, everyone tries to grin about his teeth ...
even if he is one of your relatives ...
I see looks of transcendence in their eyes ...
and every one of them tries to control us..
and the strongest is the one who controls us ...

this What made us rebels ...
especially my younger sister ..
no one would stand before her ..

Do not be silent to anyone, neither rightly nor wrongly ...
This is how you want life ...
you want the rebel, the strong, and the tongue-tied ..

Other than that, even those closest to you will be trampled upon you ..
These words are about experience and pain ..
All of my relatives are trying to control us,
but in a hurtful way ...
Then my mother could not bear what she saw and did The impossible to buy a house of our own..

6 people living in one room..
I remember that she bought us a television so that we would not have to look at the children’s channels by stealth ...

Oh mom, how much you suffered for us ...
if these were my feelings
How were your feelings while you were looking at us !!!!
Our life was really difficult when I remember it now ...
but since that time that was the end of my father's life with us ..