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𝕸𝖞 𝖘𝖊𝖝𝖚𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞...

My sexuality is one of the hardest topics for me. When I was a 4-5 grader my best friend  came out to me. I was shocked cause no one would really talk to me about the LGBTQ+ community. That's the first time I really heard about it. In 5th grade I started questioning myself a bit. And I came out as asexual. But when 6th grade I started having different thoughts. So I just started not puting a label on it anymore. But still every day I would question my sexuality. One day I told 2 of my friends that I like the same gender  and maybe I'm bisexual they were really accepting. But still really I just don't put a label on it and my friends understand that. I still question till today maybe someday I'll know for sure.

𝕱𝖊𝖆𝖗...

I started feeling fear of my questionable sexuality. Even tho I didn't put a label on it. I have fears that my family would hate me for it. And they wouldn't be accepting. But my great grandma is my biggest fear. She is a kind hearted human. But I always have this fear that I would disappoint my great grandma when she leaves this world. She is more religious then my parents wich makes it harder. My heart would break if she didn't accept me if I ever would come out to her. Then I realized almost everyone who are apart of the LGBTQ+ community have been going through this more then me. I guess I'll keep my sexuality a secret but I don't know if I'll ever come out to my parents as something else in the future....

𝕿𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑...