I froze...
I watched as everything turned into chaos. Kids were getting hurt, Ocha got hurt and I couldn't help her. I just froze. I did nothing while Bakugou was getting kidnapped.
After the whole thing I was too terrified to talk to anyone, so I ran. I got back home and cried. For the first time I cried. I felt as if I couldn't do something. Why didn't I fight back? Why didn't I help those who needed me? Why-?
I was cut off by a knock at my door. "Y/N you okay hun?" It was my dad. He walked in and sat next to me. "What happened?" He was concerned after seeing my balling form.
"1-A was attacked and... I did nothing!" I cried out. My dad held me close to him. "The second I was face to face with a villain, I froze. I- I could've saved Bakugou but-"
"Shh calm down." He stroked my hair and tried calming down.
"I can't be a hero, I don't deserve to be one." I sobbed. I felt crushing defeat at that one moment.
"You can still be a hero. You just had a panic attack that's all."
I nodded and was left alone with my thoughts.
The next day I went to visit Deku in the hospital. He was seriously injured. Everyone then began talk about rescuing Bakugou.
"Who want to do it?" Deku asked with enthusiasm.
I felt crushing guilt and anxiety hit me as I quickly left the building. I sat against the wall as tears filled my eyes.
"Y/N are you okay?" Ocha's voice spoke from beside me.
"I- Ocha.." my voice cracked as I broke down. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't save you or Bakugou." I cried. Ocha immediately pulled me into a hug and held me tight. "I froze up, I don't think I can be a hero."
"Y/N calm down. It's okay." She spoke as she patted my back.
"I want to save Bakugou but I'm so scared." I dug my face into Ocha's chest more as I clinged to her.
"Y/N it was your first time fighting against them, everyone froze the first time against villains. If you want to save him you should speak up."
"I'm scared." I cried.
"I know but do what your heart tells you. What do you feel is right?"
"I feel like I should save Bakugou-"
"Then you should. This time, nothing would hold you back. This time, you'll go Plus Ultra!" She smiled as she pumped her fist in the air.
I smiled at that and nodded. "yeah, this time, I'll be Plus Ultra!"
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Hidden Feelings ~~ Ochako Uraraka x Reader
Fanfiction✓completed✓ Y/N has known Ochako since middle school. They both had the same dream of becoming hero's along side eachother. Once they get into UA and she notices Deku's developing crush on Ochako, Y/N starts feelings these emotions that she didn't u...