Black Crayons

Tuesday

I couldn't sleep at all last night. Images of her eyes and smile rushing through my mind everytime I got distracted. I couldn't even fangirl properly, and that's saying a lot.

So it's tuesday, and my sister has afterschool academic support, since she really needs to raise her grades. I can't believe I'm a nerd with straight A's yet she's a C-straight student. I leave a good example on a teacher and then they expect a lot from her and she can't keep up.

I have to wait for her to come out, which is an hour afterschool. She comes out at 4 p.m.

All my friends, well just my friend, Dinah is not staying today. I have no one to talk to and I want to avoid being awkward or making a friend without her around. So, might as well walk around the damn cafeteria again. Even if i'm not hungry I want an apple. 

Holy... am I seeing things? I swear I saw her again. But why is she so foggy?

She's reading a book, it's hard-cover and black like her eyes the first time I saw her. But I can't see its title. I never really got her name last time though, I should ask her that before I ask about the book. Wow, i'm so lame I just planned an entire conversation with her in my head.

The closer I get the prettier she looks, especially since she's so concentrated on whatever she's reading. Her eyes keep flickering from black to green and its truly beautiful. She looks up at me like an innocent little creature but she soon begins to glare at me. I realize i'm not only staring but i'm also drooling a little. Yet, she's smirking.

"What are you reading? By looking at the cover, i'm guessing um...Fifty Shades of Grey's sequel, 'Fifty Shades Darker'?"

"No you dork, it's a guide to survival, but good guess."

I can't believe I actually made her giggle, it definitely sounds more attractive than Dinah's giggle. Due to the fact that Dinah always snorts and can't giggle. But I've never felt attracted to a girl before, never really felt attracted to anyone that wasn't famous. I have only felt anything to my many band member boyfriends, but that's just a celebrity crush, well many celebrity crushes.

"Are you lesbian or something?" she asks after I guess I stared at her for too long. Great, now I look like a creep.

" I've never really thought about it, to be honest. But you are kinda pretty, not that I think you're pretty, I mean you're not ugly its just, your pretty, I mean... ugh I don't know. Wait, are YOU lesbian?"

"I'm not lesbian, but I appreciate the fact that girls can be as hot as guys," she responds.

"Well couldn't have answered any better myself. You know I never really got to know your name. I bet its something very nice. Not that you're nice, I mean, you're notmean though, i'm just going to shut up."

She looks off into the distance as if wondering whether to answer or not, I hope she does. 

"My name is Lauren Michelle Jauregui. What's yours?" she says while smiling.

"Well my name... is Camila Cabello. Yeah that's right, just Camila Cabello," I hope she doesn't catch my slip up.

"I hate liars, Karla, you shouldn't do that especially to a girl like me that isn't afraid of her own strength."

She gets closer and closer while her eyes blacken and blacken. I am so perplexed, how does she even know my name? I thought I was the creepy one, but at least she's not a liar. She's making me feel bad and terrified at the same time. She has me cornered, where is everyone? She is about to grab me when...

"CAMILA! Where you at? Yo, what are you doin' here and why are you hugging your knees? You look, not only stupid, but like you've seen a ghost. I should take a picture of you to tweet about it with #shescarred"

Dinah's loud voice made Lauren disappear, don't ask how because I don't know. Dinah has come back because Sofi had to be picked up 10 minutes ago. I don't know how Lauren knew I was lying, or why she got so mad. Hell, I don't even know how she attacked me and then vanished into thin air. 

I wish I didn't have the image of her attacking me showing up everytime I close my eyes. I don't want to remember her like that.

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Author's Note: I finally updated! So, this started as a Luke imagine but I realized I wanted to write something I would read. To be honest I read only Camren and Muke fanfiction. I thought a muke could work but Michael doesn't really sound right as the main character in my head, Camila did though.

It would've been terrible to make this a fanfiction where Luke is with Camila, so I thought it would be perfect as a camren fanfiction. Should I change the cover though?

Imagine though, this could've been Luke=Camila or Muke, thank god it isn't.