With every sip of alcohol
I try to avoid reality
You were a main part of my family
Your death still hurtsI just feel like dirt
I've been drinking
Even started some drugs
Because I just your hugsI miss spending time With you grandma
The last person now is grandpa
Holding your hand had me crying
I even hope I'll start dyingI just want to fall
I feel like I'm against the wall
End up at my death
That's all I want.. that's all..
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Just Another Saturday 2
PoetryYeah.. It's a sequel to the original. However... This one will be more poems than stories. And the ex poems will still be there. However directed towards someone else. Hell less about about my exes and more about what I'm going through at the curren...