Avoiding Reality

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With every sip of alcohol
I try to avoid reality
You were a main part of my family
Your death still hurts

I just feel like dirt
I've been drinking
Even started some drugs
Because I just your hugs

I miss spending time With you grandma
The last person now is grandpa
Holding your hand had me crying
I even hope I'll start dying

I just want to fall
I feel like I'm against the wall
End up at my death
That's all I want.. that's all..

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