For You

I still do not understand what was my fault in the previous birth.  Today I am going to fulfill my whole life.
           So today I'm going to commit suicide. Very scary.  I have no chance of survival if there is no one around. But is my luck too bad?  I was about to jump when a boy grabbed me.  Then he barked at me for a while.He said let me take you to sir.  I cried and said "No!".  Please don't tell anyone.  I went downstairs.      
            My name is Nishi.  I heard that my mother loved me very much.  But when I was only 3 years old my mother left us all.  Dad is a very angry person.  Dad remarried.  I thought that the new mother would be very good. But in a few days I realized the difference between my own mother and another mother.At the age of 7, I realized that my father no longer thought of "what I want" and gave my full responsibility to my new mother.My mother used to buy me something so I didn't have any friends.  Everyone at my school laughs at me.  I felt very bad.So today I am in this situation.   
                   The next day the boy came to school and understood my condition.This is the first time anyone has understood my plight.The more I shared my words with him, the less I understood.  Gradually we became very good friends.If someone smiled at me, he would not be able to bear it at all.We have been helping each other for almost 2 years now.
               I am now 18 years old and my brother's 21. I never asked my brother his name.  I just called him brother.The brother lived with his grandfather.  He did not have parents.  And I spent most of my time with brother and grandfather.  I had to come home and be beaten.  But that too! 
          I said to my brother, "I want to be with you. Will we get married one day?"   Brother said, "Yes."
             But time is not always good.  I went to my brother's house one day.  Arrived after about 1 month today.I could never imagine in my dreams what I saw.Only tears came out of my eyes and nothing else.I heard from my grandfather that my brother had died in an accident a week ago. I couldn't hold myself back anymore. What will happen to the promise we both made? What will happen to our marriage?I really loved you. I can do everything For You.
                I will make your dream come true. I will really marry you. You wanted me to marry you when I was twenty .
             It's been two years since your death. I'm 20 now and you're 23.  Isn't that right?Our marriage will be the best marriage in the world. Let's get married.
              Today I am going to marry you and go to you for the rest of my life. Now I am only yours.
               Didn't say I can do everything For You.
      (Finally, Nishi killed  herself and went to live with her beloved brother for the rest of her life)

                                     THE  END