Why do I feel like this.. It feels weird. Whenever I am near to Jericho I start to feel strange in my chest. My heart starts to beat faster and I feel like going crazy. It can't be that I like Jericho, right..? I have Elaine.. I mean I had. But wasn't she supposed to be my soulmate? Did I save Jericho over Elaine because I liked her.. and not Elaine?
Whatever the reason is I don't want to focus on it right now. I have no particular reason to travel anymore because Elaine is no longer here and is not my reason to live. But I still want to be with Jericho. But if I tell her now that I have no reason to travel with her anymore I am scared that we will go different paths and I would lose Jericho. I have one excuse though that I can use.. I have been saying to Jericho that I want to save the king's forest and that has been the "reason" why we still are traveling.
I still miss Elaine though. I can't just believe she's dead. But I guess being with Jericho has helped me a lot. She has been on my side all the time and has never betrayed me. I think that's why I am so confused like this. But I feel like if my feelings towards Jericho will keep growing I am betraying Elaine. That's why I want something else to fill my thought's. But when we actually arrive the king's forest what can I make the new excuse..? I don't really feel like saving it. I mean why should I? It will only just keep reminding me of Elaine and that's the least thing I want to happen. But I can't just say that we aren't actually going to save the forest. Shit. What do I do?
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Jericho walks toward Ban. Her face looked worried after seeing him. "Are you feeling okay, Ban?"
"Yes I am okay just thinking about you."
That's something I could never say to her. Instead I answered to " Yes I am.."
Jericho: But you looked like you had something important in your mind.. What is it, you now that you can tell me anything, right?
Ban: Yes but seriously, it's nothing special.
Ban said that with a straight face and stood up at that moment. Jericho seemed to believe him so she followed him where he was heading to.
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Two Wandering Souls » 𝑩𝒂𝒏 𝑿 𝑱𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒐
Roman d'amourElaine had a new chance to come into the world to meet Ban but then she sees him with beautiful girl, Jericho. She turns demonic and tries to kill her. Ban who loves Jericho without him realizing can't accept anyone who tries to hurt her, so he kill...
