Her POV (True To Life)

Her POV

Her POV

I was just 13 year old when I met him in a summer camp of our church. He show his motive for me. He court me at hindi ko na yun pina-abot pa ng araw sinagot ko na sya. Unang naging legal kami sa parents nya, his dad are super supportive on our relationship. At nung dumating ang araw ng 14th birthday ko October 25 2019 pumunta sya sa bahay, to be honest, I was already expecting him. My parents ask me for who is he... Then I tell them the truth. Actually we hadn't so much have a many connections. TBH mas madalas pa nga kaming magchat ng Dad nya, he always plays video games like ML, LOL etc Kase... Wala na syang time para sa amin... Minsan pumupunta ako sa bahay nila. Me and his Dad are close, talagang suportado talaga kami ng Daddy nya. He gave me his facebook account, nalaman ko na during he was courting me ay marami pala kaming sinabay n'yang ligawan... Year past... April 21 2020 is our anniversary, we hadn't celebrate our anniversary, 'ni hindi nga nya ako binati eh. Until... I decided to open his account on facebook. Good thing he doesn't change his Password. Then I was shock nung nakita kong may ka-chat sya... Babae... And worst he was courting her.

June, I think its a month of june... He Chat me... He's telling me to stop the relationship between us... Ayoko sana... Pero anong magagawa ko. All night all I do is to cry... Silently, nag back read ako sa conversation namin. And now I realize kung bakit napakadali lang sa kanya ang gawin sakin yun... Kase hindi naman talaga pala naging kami... I assumed na naging kami... And until now I was hoping na sana magkabalikan kami kahit na wala na talagang pag-asa dahil may mahal na syang iba.

Iniisip ko nga minsan kung mahal nya ba ako... Kung minahal nya ba ako? Kase at the first place, bakit nya ako liligawan if may nililigawan pa syang iba? Ang kinalalabasan nun ay parang namamangka sya sa dalawang ilog 'di ba? Tama nga ang sabi nila... Pag-matalino ka sa skwela, ganun ka naman katanga pagdating sa pag-ibig.

Pinapakita ko lang sa kanila na masaya ako, kahit ang totoo ay ang sakit sakit na talaga. Pero isa lang ang hindi ko maloloko na masaya ako pagdating sa bagay na yan, ang bestfriend ko since grade school. She ask me what happened so I tell her, she listened, I keep talking for I know she was listening, she keeps hugging me, she keeps comforting me. She keep saying "okay lang yan iiyak mo lang..." I know that she's one of the fan of our relationship., Kaya alam ko na nasasaktan rin sya.

I hope na sana maka-move on na ako in this situation.

The End...

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A/N:

Thanks for reading... This is not a fictional story, this is not a part of my imagination. This is true to life story. Istorya kase ito ng bestfriend ko since grade school. To be honest naawa ako sa kanya... Bwesit na puppy love na yan eh! Nabiktima tuloy si Beshie. Sa totoo lang yung boy na ex manliligaw ni beshie ay isang napaka ideal man talaga. Kahit ako, naging crush ko yun eh! HAHAHAHA SANAOL NA LANG TALAGA, so ayun nga... Kawawa si beshe ko. Hay, hindi nga sya umiyak sa harap ko nung time na kinausap ko sya pero alam kong sobrang sakit nun dahil kahit ako ay sobrang nasaktan din, at akala ko talaga noon naging sila talaga, hay!!! Yun pala nag-assume lang sya. Maypa-HHWW pa silang nalalaman. Taena. Palibhasa hindi pa ako na-iinlove eh. Hay, pano ba mainlove sa totoong buhay? Kaya lang natatakot din akong masaktan eh.

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