Opening up has always been something I struggle with, especially since after my accident. You would think that having a near death experience would be the type of thing that would make me want to open up, but nope. I am perfectly content with sticking with my little group of people that I have come to know and love.
My parents only had one condition when sending me here, and that was I had to open up. Even just a little and I would get to stay. I'm a grown adult so it isn't like they have tons of control over what I do, but I felt like this was at least something I could do for them. So that's what I did, I opened up to Niall and Tammy and it was one of the best things I've ever done.
I tried to open with Jack, but that ended oh so terribly. Ever since then, I've kind of retreated back into my little shell. Having a small group of friends doesn't bother me. I enjoy having only a few people who truly know me. It's kind of like I'm a mystery to the rest of the world.
"June, wait up," a voice called out from behind me. I slowed my steps and turned around to greet Harry.
"Hi, Harry" I smiled. I was feeling more comfortable now that I've had my coffee, so I figured I could finally have a conversation with him.
"I was wondering if we could talk?" Harry had a friendly smile plastered on his face. It was a lovely sight and I had to force myself to look away. I averted my gaze down to my old, worn out Birkenstocks.
I definitely need a new pair.
"Of course, what did you want to talk about?"
"Our date actually." My footsteps faltered and I lifted my gaze to meet Harry's once more. His friendly smile had turned into a playful smirk. I took a deep breath before I answered.
"Okay," I drawled, "what about it?"
"Well, I was thinking that we should have it this week," he stated.
"This week?" I repeated, trying to keep my nerves hidden.
Harry nodded, "Yeah, how do you feel about Thursday?" I kept my smile on my face while on the inside I was having an internal battle.
My first impressions were that this 'date' was just a friendly dinner that we were having because I felt bad that he was the other driver involved in the accident, but now I wasn't so sure. Harry seemed like a nice guy and all but I wasn't planning on getting in a relationship anytime soon.
"Thursday... sure I guess that works. Where did you want to go?"
"Ahh, see now that is a surprise." I guess I made a face because Harry started chuckling. "I'm guessing from the look on your face you're not very fond of surprises."
"You could say that," I smiled sheepishly.
"Well I promise this is a good surprise so you have nothing to be worried about," he smiled. There was something about his smile that was so inviting; It made me feel safe and protected. I quickly looked away, hating that I was thinking like that. The last thing I wanted was to catch feelings for this man, I liked my life how it was and I also had no desire to get my heartbroken.
"How am I going to know when to go or where we're going?" I questioned.
"Easy, give me your phone." I raised my eyebrow, giving him a skeptical look.
"Don't you trust me," he smiled. I rolled my eyes, but handed him my phone anyway. For some reason, I did trust him and that scared me. Harry did a couple of things on my phone for a couple of seconds, then handed it back to me.
"Now you don't have to worry about anything," he said, smile still intact.
Does he ever stop smiling?
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Fanfiction"What's your name?" I spoke. As soon as the words left my lips, he grinned. Right before he left he turned back to me, with the grin still on his lips. "I would like to think you already know." ...