love, as it may be, is never a good thing

love as it is

"Love is a strange thing, it is never good."

this is what I tell myself every day when I wake up. life has never worked out for me. I've tried to do my best but it has never worked for me. after several messy breakups, my family and friends and those who don't mind my welfare, they are leaving me, they are moving on from me. I am left alone with nothing in this world other than this notebook, I am currently writing in.  I have to remind myself over and over again that I have something to live for, and that I just need to continue looking and wait for that day to come where I find what I am living for. For me, it is the same thing everything day. Love can be hard, Love can be strong suit and also someone's weakness, Love can be one of those many things, but strange is one of the many that people can think of the most. Love can cause happiness, sadness, anger, lust, and many more strange feelings. Many people think that only love can be stronger than any other emotion. unfortunately, that is not true, Love can be overpowered by many other emotions. Anger, anxiety and many other things that can destroy anything you have ever known. I'm not a stranger when it comes to love being destroyed by many other things. A saying that I've adapted is this,' to love is to destroy and to be loved is the one to be destroyed'

A lovesick teenager can cause more danger than a normal adult who has happiness no matter their situation. A lovesick teenager, a child between the ages of 13 and 19, a child who loves someone from the bottom of their heart. their entire heart, filled by someone who they think of daily, the one person that never actually leaves their mind, no matter what they are doing or when they are doing it.