A Fan's Dream

Truth Comes Out

MICHAEL'S POV:

I hope they aren't cutting. Ever since Bri told me about that, I suspected that they would still have their blades since they had it just a while ago. They need to hear Luke and I out. They have to believe us! It's not that it looks like! What the Fuck is going on with me? 

"Babe, open the door please...." I pounded on the door so hard. I was literally crying. Luke barged in after that, "Open the door! Please! We can explain!" He was crying too. Ashton and Calum both came behind us and hugged us. We just cried in their shoulders. 

"Aye mate, lighten up, At least you know that they didn't leave. They are still in there.... just crying..." Calum said. 

"Good way to lighten up the mood asshole, come on. Lets talk to them" Ashton said, talking to Calum. 

We took a few steps back, away from the door. Calum and Ashton stood right in front of us. 

"Maybe if you go in our room, we could talk to them. They probably won't even know that you guys are here, and would probably open the door and only talk to us. Don't worry, we will tell them what happened and what went down. Don't worry." 

Luke and I just cried and walked away, into our room now. We closed the doors and took a shower and just stayed in our bed, absolutely doing nothing. 

KAILEE'S POV: 

After I was done cutting my left arm, I was about to move onto my right when a small knock came from the door. It definetly wasn't Michael because he would've broken the door open. Bri was in the bathroom, probbaly starting on her right already. I was so annoyed, I yelled. "Who the fuck are you and what do you fucking want?" 

"Its calum and ashton" they replied. Bri came out with her tears and puffy eyes. She whipsered quietly, "who is that?" 

"Its the assholes" I said. 

"We can hear you!" Calum called form outside of the door. 

"MIchael and Luke? tell them to fuck off!" she whispered. 

"Its Calum and Ashton." I replied. Bri rolled her eyes, and went to the door. She hid her arms and opened the door. She yanked it and said "if you are going to apoligize for the boys, that isn't gonna cut it and it won't change out minds. We are leaving soon so you don't have to deal with us. We already booked another hotel to stay at. So just leave us alone, and make believe we never met. You could be those kind of celebrities that only like the pretty or hot people. Not the weird and loud fans that you usually look disgusted with, even taking pictures. So if you don't mind, please casually leave us alone." Bri smiled and rolled her eyes while closing the door. 

Ashton and Calum pushed the door away from Bri. They barged in, with their faces shocked. They saw me, with all my cuts and my blade, along with Bri's. Calum grabbed Bri's arm and lifted her arms, revealing her cuts also. I went blank. Bri swept away Calum's hand, closed and locked the door. 

"Well, if your fucking gonna pity us because we cut, that's not gonna fucking stop us. So what the fuck do you want?" Bri screamed. 

"I-I-" Calum looked shocked. A tear dropped. Ashton looked away, looking like he was holding in a tear as well. 

CALUM'S POV:

So what, I let out a tear. I didn't care at this point. What Bri had said was true. We only liked the pretty fans and shit. We didn't care about the ones that loved us the most and cared about us the most. And because of us, they go through depression and cut themselves. Its so sad to watch. Now, I feel like jumping out of a window. 

When I saw Bri and Kailee, they looked so small and weak. Their puffy and red eyes were hard to look at. most of all, their cuts. It was bloddy red, and thei didn't seem to care. All the pain they've been through. I've learned that we were dicks to fans, and especially to them. We would tease them and shit, and treated them like any other fan. But they needed love and comfort to heal.