3 hours of happiness!! #wattys2016

I have to learn to settle with this!!

It was yellow, it was bright and it was a lovely sight!! Amazingly warm and cheerful...oh I had forgotten how soothing it felt to be in the presence of yellow bulbs. I looked at my face in the mirror, it shined like anything emphasizing my big lashes, my face was glowing wheher it was from the light or the awesome carrot juice I had earlier I have no idea!! Hey dont go thinking that why this girl had carrot juice when she was on a hunger strike, well my friend its pretty simple, not eating cant resolve anything right?? Plus I was super duper hungry and why not avail the oppurtunity when you see a handsome glass of carrot juice on the table so lonely and what not.. any ways so that is why I had it :p.

Back to my face so it shone like anything under the enlightening bulbs and made me feel like a princess! Oh how I miss being a princess in my room.

I wish I would be a royal in my room rather than my bathroom :/ My kingdom has fallen my vast kingdom is now restricted and limited upto the walls of the bathroom. Oh well! For every night there is a dawn, and just like that ill have my kingdom back...I hope :'(

"Mariaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Are you done yet??". I heard my mothers voice, the one voice which always snapped me back to my real life, out of my kingdom and castle and gardens and flowers and rainbows..into the world with no light. Oh boy this is getting sad. "Yes mama! Almost" I called back. I know I haven't even started but I am almost done looking at myself in the mirror so yeah I didn't practically lie did I?

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After three hours when I was done with cleaning the bathroom, lounge, my room with no yellow light, and had changed to my lovely jumpsuit my aunt and uncle arrived. We had tea together, a long chit chat session life felt happy now and I felt no regrets UNTILLL!! "okay kids time for bed now..and please kids no waking up till late"

"Yes mama we wont we're already so tired" one of my cousins responded. .. you know its one of those lies you randomly, out of habit say when you know pretty well that you will absolutely be up till late since you're meeting after a decade with your pals, but you just say it as a formality.

if you have a dozen of cousins than this would be a normal routine for you. sleepovers have one main focus for all girls DRESSING UP AND TAKING SELFIES i mean it does sound exhausting, you know first you make the effort of dolling up your self and then you take pictures and then what?. but in practical its awesome...it gets better every sleepover.

so we did just that all of us made each others hair and faces, we tried on different clothes from my wadrobe ( you know the some you save for your slumber partiies) and then finally like at 1:00 AM we were all ready for our photo session.This was something i was dreading... do you know why?? well you should because ive been going on about it since the beginning...My room has terrible lighting :(

In the past people had praised my kingdom for its perfect lighting, OMG!! I LOVE YOUR MIRROR ITS THE PERFECT FOR SELFIES some would say while other would be like I AM SOOO DP-ING THIS ONE I LOOK SO COOL IN THIS but not any more times change and lights change...atleast thats what i have learned.

We tried a few times and settled on a few but deep down inside i knew that these pictures were no where near good ones. the ones which are awesome were totally the antagonist to these. this is a part of human nature that when you are concious of something it seems to be every where and so much evident. I dont know my cousins wouldnt have even noticed the change but it was a huge deal for me,and so i didnt very much enjoy this session of ours. it felt like an empty space that could never be filled.

You know what?? my extra favourite subject political science (note the sarcasm) has taught me that whenever fundamental rights are violated in a by the legislature or executive, the aggreived party or the individual can seek the protection of the court... and now my fellow citizens the time has come to do just that as it has become unbearbale now...i need my cheerfulness back. nothing feels good now.

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next morning

i woke up and the first thing i did was make a very important phone call!!

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Assalamualikum,

How are you all doing?? well i hope fine enough inshaa Allah.. here is another chapter i now it was supposed to be the last one but i have no energy any more just came back from my paper. please feel free to critisize and comment and all the other stuff but no hate comments please they are unbearable if you dont like it feel free to not read it :P

meemfay