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Realization - Chapter 2

Suna and I have been dating for a while. About 5 months to be exact. Suna has been good to me until our fourth month. This past month he's been an absolute asshole. He wouldn't answer my calls, text, or facetime.  He is out with his boys a lot, I don't even believe he knows we are dating anymore.  He would only call me when he needed something.

So here I am. I'm standing in front of his house. Listening to the moans come out from his room window. I called his phone multiple times. He ignored me and I figured out why.

I figured out why he never gave me a key and why he never let me through his phone. I call his phone again and the moaning stops for a second. "God, what the fuck do you want bitch?" I gulp into the phone. "So is this what you do? Go around and fucking other girls?" He laughed. "What the fuck are you gonna do about it? You won't leave me, I'll make sure of that. You need me. You depend on me Y/n."

I continue to cry into my hands. "Just come open the door." He sighs and a couple of minutes later Suna opens the door, him in sweatpants on and no shirt. The girl that was in his house walked from behind him. She gave him a quick kiss on the lips and walked out of his house giving me a mean look.

I looked at him as tears ran down my face, He opened his arms and has a small smirk on his face. I slowly walked into his arms and cried into his chest. The smell of sex that radiated on his body rushed into my nose. "It's all your fault, I mean if you were prettier and had a better body. I wouldn't have to do this" I quietly nod and look up at him. "I'm sorry, I'll try to be better. I'll try to be how you want me."

Suna patted my head. "There there, now go back home, Get some sleep." I nodded and he dropped his head down and gave me a peck on my lips. I turned around and walked back to my car. I turned it on and started to drive back to my house. I no longer lived with my parents. They used the money in my bank account to pay off everything. I recently got a job too.

I got home and I took a shower. I rubbed my body with my soap and even did a body scrub. Making my skin feel soft. After I got done I wrapped myself with my towel I hear my phone go off. I look at it and see I got a Text from Suna.

Suna bear ☆

Hey, wanna do a favor for me?

Uh, Sure whatever you need.

Send me nudes.

Suna...I'm not in the mood to send any right now...

I don't care. Send them. Don't be boring.

Suna I really don't feel comfortable with that.

Fine, I'll leave you then.

No! Please don't. I'll send them. Just please don't leave me.

I slowly drop my towel onto the floor and look in the mirror I turn my phone to the camera and putting it facing the mirror. I took a couple of pictures and then sent them to Suna. He hearted the photos and I put my phone down. I put on my undergarments and slide into my bed and turned off my phone putting it on the charger.

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"Suna what the fuck were you thinking? You just cheated again! Am I still not enough? What the hell is wrong with you?" He laughed in my face. "You're not good enough, why do you think I'm cheating? You're nothing to me."

"What if I had a thing o the side? Made you cry?
Would the rules change up or would they still apply?
If I played you like a toy?" He laughed and held my hand. "Baby you can't play the player." I scoffed taking away my hand from his. "Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy."

"You hear what your saying? Of course they wouldn't. Nobody will every want you. They really wouldn't. You're useless."

Tears were running down my face as I shook my head. "I don't care anymore. Suna you're disgusting. I'm done!"

"You're not done with me, I still have your nudes, I swear to god I'll post them. You're stuck with me Y/n, You're not going anywhere." He grabbed my arm and I pulled my arm away from him. "Post them, I dare you. It won't matter. Get the fuck out of my house." Suna flipped me off and walked outside of the house. He slammed the door in the process and I hurried and locked it.

I slowly crouched down to the door. I closed my eyes and pulled my legs to my chest and cried my eyes out that night.

For the rest of the summer, I stayed in my house getting away from things as time went by. On August 2, My mother and father had another child. It was a boy and his name was Kio. I decided to stay with my mom and dad to help out with the baby for a few months.

Those few months with my little brother were amazing. It gave me total baby fever but I know for a facts that I couldn't do that.

I had one of the best glow-ups in my life. Even though I was beautiful before. My body has matured, My dancing skills were more amazing. I look like a total goddess. This was when I knew I could do what I wanted. I got so many so many followers on instagram and before I even knew it, I was already the talk around the school.

Not as a bad thing. For being so pretty. People liked at me weird and some people looked at me with adoration.

I got back to school after the break was over. Exactly how I planned, I'm Majoring in Dance. I'm actually the caption of the dance team. I'm pretty popular with the whole school. I handle my studies well. My grades all passing.

This was the year I was gonna get back at boys who like to play with hearts. This was the year where I show who is boss. Play toys to be exact. Things on the side. Messing with them and guess what?

Suna was gonna be the first one.