Blind Love [Taekook]

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Once they got to the cafe, Taehyung led Jungkook to the far end of the room. 

"You stay here, so that when he comes he won't be able to see you" Taehyung said.

"Ok" Jungkook sat down, a bit worried. Tae went over to another table and sat down.

A few minutes passed, Tae was getting anxious by every passing second. He was never a person to loose his cool, he had everything planned out, how to learn, how to play, what to do in order to finish his studies and get his dream job. Everything was planned and everything was going according to the plan . He never meant to reply to the text he recieved and he most certainly didn't mean to fall for the boy.

'What do I say when I see him? oh god ! what do I do?' he panicked.

Jungkook was watching Taehyung go through a mental breakdown. He got up from his seat and made his way to Tae's table. "are you okay?" he asked.

"yes....no" Tae hit his head on the table over and over again.

"Stop it, what's troubling you, I can try to help you" Jungkook sat infront of him.

"It's just.....I don't know what to say to him...what do I do? do you mind if I practice it on you?" Taehyung asked showing his big eyes and pouty lips.

"sure" Jungkook hesitated but he agreed.

"Ok action" Taehyung said and giggled nervously closing his eyes. When he opened them, jungkook couldn't recognize the person in front of him. His eyes were soft, filled with adoration. 

"J I can't belive it's you" Taehyung started. Jungkook's breath hitched. "You made me look for you all around the campus like a fool... you are absolutely beautiful. I need to know something...do you actually like me or is it some elaborate prank. I don't care, cause I really do like you. I'll always will. You feel this?" Taehyung grabbed Jungkook's hand placing it on his chest, his heart beating fast. "This is what you make me feel J, I love you" he rested his hand on top of Jungkook's on the table.

Taehyung's eyes was teary and so was Jungkook's. Taehyung broke character. "sorry" he let go of Jungkook's hand. "how was it?" he asked hopefully.

"It was beautiful" Jungkook smiled. "Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go to the restroom. I wish you the very best Taehyung."

"Thanks" Taehyung smiled and averted his gaze to the huge window on his side, his anxiety creeping back in.

Once Jungkook got to the restroom, he locked it. He started crying, the tears streamed down his face, he couldn't stop it. He couldn't believe taehyung actually loves him. He recalled the past month talking to taehyung both as J and as jungkook. That's when he realized that he was slowly falling for him all along. "I should show myself" he whispered to himself. "No, he'll hate me, he will think I played him...no I can't do that, he can't know it's me.....no he loves me, I can explain it to him" 

Just as he was about to reach for the door knob, memories flashed back in his eyes, he heard the voices of people who made him believe he was unlovable. His parents, his teachers, everyone thought he was worthless and unlovable. "no..Taehyung can't love me...he deserves someone better' he thought and reached for his secret phone and dialed Tae's number.

He picked it up after 2 rings. "Hello" Taehyung's voice was unsteady.

Jungkook took a deep breath and changed his voice. "I'm sorry, we are done. I'm not coming"

"What!?" Taehyung whisper yelled.

"I thought I could trust you Taehyung... you brought Jungkook with you ..how could you do that? this was supposed to be our special date" 

"It's not what-- he wanted to meet you too-- I ---listen to me--he knows how much I love you --please just come to the cafe, I'll explain everything, don't leave" Tae's voice cracked.

"What's there to explain Taehyung? I saw you looking at him with love, I saw you holding his hand! I saw everything" Jungkook sobbed unable to hold it back anymore.

"Baby, please don't cry--I--I'm sorry please let me explain..baby?" Tae almost cried.

Jungkook couldn't breathe, his chest tightened, it hurt so bad. "I never wanna see you. Goodbye Taehyung" he cut the call. He blocked Tae's number. He held on to the sink. He took a look at his state. He looked so horrible. Tear stains on his cheecks and red eyes. He washed his face and fixed his hair. He mananged to look like he wasn't crying for the past 15 minutes. 

He came outside to see Taehyung's head on the table. He slowly shook him, "Tae?" he called. His heart broke when he saw Taehyung. His eyes was red and puffy. "What's wrong?"

"He stood me up, he said he never wanna see me" A tear slid down his face.

"I'm so sorry Tae" Jungkook held his shoulder.

"It's not your fault Jungkook, let's leave or do you want to eat something?" Tae asked.

Jungkook's heart melted, 'why is he so kind and considerate, even when he his breaking ?why isn't he angry at me since I'm the reason he couldn't meet J. Even though he is heartbroken he still cares for me, asks me if I want to eat. This man deserves the entire world' he thought.

"No i'm fine let's go" 

Taehyung grabbed his jacket and led the way , Taehyung walked Jungkook to his house. He left the other way.

He couldn't process what happened earlier. 

How close he was, to finally meet his Love.

How close he was, to confess his Love.

He was so fucking close.

Why did it have to go this way? He tried to call him, text him, but J blocked him. 

Was I some sort of game?

Taehyung lost.

He Lost his Love.

He lost himself.

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