𝗠𝗔𝗜𝗥𝗜 𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦-

𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚖𝚎🌬🍓

[im not good at angst lol]

𝗞𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶 𝗽𝗼𝘃
"why can't you just be there for me! you know i hate fighting with you but i'm going through a lot right now and you don't even care you don't even ask me how i feel, how school is, how you can help!" i yelled crying to mattia

"Ok well how the fuck do you expect me to ask you shit when you just yell at me all the fucking time!"

"when!? you're fucking psychotic! you yell at me for the simplest things!" i yelled back.

"fuck you! you're so annoying with your fucking attitude you're such a bitch! why do you have to be so fucking miserable all the time! you make me fucking crazy!"

"wow- fuck you" i walked out of my room.

"get the fuck out of my house" i said as i walked out of the front door.

i was gonna go to the park rose mary park is my favourite, it has beautiful flowers scattered around the grass, 2 swing sets that matched beautifully with the scenery. i'll just walk around and think about everything.

𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮 𝗽𝗼𝘃

"fuck"

i said when i heard the front door close

"i shouldn't have said that"

i grabbed the stuff i bought over which was just my charger and my water bottle.

i walked out of his house trying to decide where to go. i don't wanna go home don't wanna go to someone else's house.

"i'll just look for kairi"

i thought about where he could be.
i checked the bowling alley
i checked the river
i checked the bridge
last stop
rose mary park
and guess who was there

𝗞𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶 𝗽𝗼𝘃
i was walking on the path around the park when i heard foot steps behind me. i started getting a little scared so i sped up my walking,
as i sped up so did the steps behind me.
i was running now, running away from the park but the footsteps kept getting louder.
i felt arms quickly grab me and pull me back.
i quickly realized

it was mattia

too out of breath to move or even talk i just leaned into his arms as i started to cry.

"help me" i cried into his stomach

"i'm so sorry, i shouldn't have said that to you and i didn't mean any of that. i just got in the moment and i'm sorry." "i love you, i love you so much." he started crying

"i love you too"

"are you okay? in so sorry baby"

"i'm ok matti"

"let's go back to your house and we can talk"
"ok"

we both took a deep breath as we walked into my room

"can we actually just cuddle and go to sleep? i'm really tired and i forgive you and you didn't mean it, we don't need to talk let's just sleep."i asked sitting on my bed, mattia right next to me

"sounds good to me" he said and went to the other side of the bed and getting under the covers.
He put his arms around me and kissed my neck.

"i love you baby"

"i love you too"

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It's been so long- i'm so sorry but i've just been super unmotivated to do anything
and i have 0 ideas to write about so yea-

anyways thank you guys for almost 100 reads😘
i love you guys and always remember that you're wonderful and deserve the world.

have an amazing night or day
where ever you are
bye ☻︎