it's getting hard to get out of bed and eat and shower and sleep and be nice to people
i also pook atrocious like 97% of the time which let me tell you smth helps NOTHING
mid term break is coming up and i feel like that'll only make it worse bc i'll have literally nothing to get up for and that'll mean nagging from my family which only makes me feel even worse
i'm also so fucking isolated rn i talk to like2 people hahahahahaha
long story short i feel ugly and tired and lumpy and gross and boring and lonely and lazy
i also wish i didn't cut my hair hehe