Dorbyn and one-shots BxB

Emotionally drained.

Corbyn pov: Tw: thoughts of suicide, self harm, negative thoughts. If you don't like these types of things please don't read. 

I haven't been myself lately. 

I would often feel left out, out of place, people started hating on me for no reason. 
It hurts, people would often send me death threats, telling me I didn't belong in a band, some telling me to kill myself and many more. 

None of the boys no this is happening. I would often place I fake smile on my smile, and then hid in my room. The boys never seemed to notice, not even Daniel my own boyfriend, so that made my thoughts in my mind get worse. 

They don't want you, they're probably waiting for you to quit the band 

I know, but it's my dream, and i'm living it

Well, clearly, but people don't want you here, your own boyfriend doesn't seem to enjoy your company either, it's not har-

My thoughts get cut off by hands clapping in front my my face. 

"C'mon Corbyn, just get ready we have an interview" Jonah said snapping at me, making me flinch. 

Just get up lazy ass, or else Jonah will get mad and kick you off

I got up, getting ready to leave. I groan when I saw Jonah already left, then I remembered I left my car at Daniel's yesterday. 

My only way is to call Zack the photographer hoping he isn't at Daniel's and can pick me up. 

He won't pick you up 

I sigh pulling out my phone, dialing his number. 

"Hello" Zack says to me, in a bored tone, even tho he normally has a happy attitude always smiley. 

"Hey, I left my car at Daniel's place yesterday, can you pick me up, please?" I asked, hoping he would agree. 

"Sure whatever" He then hung up. 

I was confused, first Jonah who seemed upset even if I didn't do anything, now Zack. 

Their acting like this because, they don't want you here, listen to them, listen to your fans

I sigh, trying to ignore the negative thoughts going through my head. I got up from the couch once I here a honk, telling me Zack is here. 

I ran in his car. Trying to start a conversation but he just turns the music up and starts driving. 

He's doing this because he doesn't want to hear your voice, it's not appealing

My thoughts are getting to much, I just wanted to get into a small ball, get confronted, but sadly I might have to handle this on my own. 

We shortly arrive at Daniel's place. I enter his place not being greeted by hello's or my smiley hyper blonde boyfriend, which hurt me, he would normally come up to me and give me a hug, and now he gave me a glare, which made me weaker. The other guys were also sending me glares, Randy rolling his eyes at me. I wanted to hide, scream, cry, I just wanted to leave. 

"Hi guys, Hey babe" I said sitting down beside Daniel trying to pull him into my side. 

"Can you not!" Daniel lightly yelled, making me flinch and back away. 

He did that because your so damn clingy if you weren't like that maybe they'd like your presence more

I whimpered at my thoughts, thinking I was to close, to cligny. I ran to the bathroom, closing the door softly. I let my tears fall from my eyes down to my face onto the floor.