Love me?

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*THIS CHAPTER INCLUDES TALK OF SELF HARM! PLEASE DON'T READ IF THIS TRIGGERS YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL!*


POV Harry

I wake up to the annoying sound of my alarm. Uggh I shouldn't have stayed up so late. I stumble into the bathroom with my phone in my hand to take a quick shower. I spend the most amount of time on my hair trying to unknot the unruly curls and trying to ignore the sting on my hips. Stepping out of the shower I avoid looking at the mirror, not wanting to see myself. I look down at my phone for the first time and see a new message from Louis.

Lou: I love you Harry

I wish I just had the nerve to say it back. I know that I have fallen for him and that I love him but what if he leaves me? What if he is just using me?

Harry: good morning Lou

Lou: Hi!

Lou: How did you sleep love

Harry: I slept ok. I didn't get much sleep though

Lou: I'm sorry Haz. Do you have class today?

Harry: yeah I wish I didn't though 

Lou: I know I wish that you didn't have class either 

Lou: Cause then I could call you and I wouldn't have to be bored today

Harry: ...Lou

Lou: Oh yeah and so that you wouldn't have to suffer through a day when your a sleepy baby

Harry: 'm not baby 

Lou: Yes yes you are a baby Haz. My sleepy precious baby

Harry: I don't understand how you still love me after seeing how hideous I am. 

Lou: Absolutely not. My Haz is the farthest thing from hideous. He is wonderful and hot and cute and adorable

Lou: The complete opposite of hideous 

Harry: I'm sorry

Lou: What are you sorry for love

Harry: I know what you think and I know that I'm not completely hideous. I'm sorry for making this a big deal

Lou: Harry. The last thing I want if for you to feel bad. I know you are going through a lot so I am here for every up and every down. I am more than willing to tell you how attractive you are as many times as you need to hear it. 

Lou: I love you Haz

Harry: love me? how can you love something that's broken?

Lou: I don't

Lou: I love someone who has been feed lies and is working through things that he didn't deserve. He is not broken. And yes I do love him. No matter what

Harry: umm Lou

Lou: Oh shit did I say something wrong

Harry: no it's just that 

Harry: I love you Lou

Tearing my eyes away from the screen I felt a weight lifted off of my shoulders. It felt good to be able to say that. Allowing myself to feel something again felt so good. It was also really scary, but I believe that Louis has me. He won't let me fall again. 

Lou: I love you so much more Harry

Harry: I just... I love you 

Harry: I love you I love you I love you

Lou: I'm gonna cry 

Harry: no don't cry! I'm sorry 

Lou: No no happy tears. I am so happy that you are allowing someone in

Lou: And more importantly that that someone is me

Harry: I am too. it's really hard but I think I will get the hang of it. 

Lou: I am so glad love

Lou: Oh shit you have school

Harry: I took another big step today. I did something I needed instead of doing what I think I should do

Lou: So you don't have school?

Harry: no I called in sick and sense its a friday and I have no school monday, I have 4 days!

Lou: That's awesome Haz

Lou: What are you going to do

Harry: well I was maybe wondering if you wanted to come stay. only if you want to though 

Lou: Harry

Lou: Are you asking me to take a trip out to see you for four days

Harry: oh right sorry that's crazy

Lou: Because if so, I am so coming

Harry: really? you want to?

Lou: I would be crazy not to Haz

Harry: ok well here is my address -random address- and I can set up a guest room if you want 

Lou: Oh yeah. Guest room 

Harry: was that disappointment I hear? 

Lou: Maybe 

Harry: ok then well I have a queen bed and I call the left side

Lou: :)

Lou: So when is too early to get there

Harry: ummm if you could transport yourself and be here right this second that would be perfect

Lou: Ok good because the second you mentioned me coming out I started packing I leave in 10 minutes meaning I will be there in around 2 hours

Harry: perfect 

Lou: Just like you 

Harry: I love you 

Lou: I love you too Haz

Harry: ok I'm gonna go now so I can clean up and get ready for you to come

Lou: You don't need to try so hard I'm sure it will be perfect

Harry: yeah but Niall'l dirty clothes are all over

Lou: Ok so maybe just a little bit of cleaning is ok 

Harry: lol

Lou: Goodbye my love I will see you soon

Harry: bye Lou x

Lou: X


Hi lovelies! It's Friday! Meaning a new update. I hope everyone is stay safe and healthy. New update coming soon!

With love, Emma Kay


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