Bright light, Blue sky and fresh air. Its just a far away dream or its just a hallucination?
I'm just lying here on this pavement. Thinking about the things doesn't exist.
When something suddenly exploded.
It's so deafening that I can no longer see where I am.
I just laughed at myself.
While loading my gun
you can see how it is done every day.
Blood here blood there.
Dead here dead there.
There is no end to it.
The evil in the world is not even exhausted.
I don't know what to do in my life right now.
I am not sure if I need to go home especially to the things happened today.
Another broken promise happen.
I'm losing my hope right now to get away to this thing.
"Hey! Hey! Signorina! We need to go to the roof top, the chopper will be leaving anytime soon." one of the my crew shouting that bring back my senses.
Yeah, I'm still in this hellish life.
I'm alive but dead inside.
I still don't know what I want in this life. I keep on fighting for unknown reason.
I still looking for the damn answer. But still nakaka- pu+$#%na .
Death still don't want me even I'm chasing it.
