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dear diary,

you came to me crying today, i immediately embraced you in a hug. i remember your sobs...i remember the way you clenched into my shirt. i asked you what happened, and you told me about your home life. you told me how your father did mean things to you because of your sexuality, and that he would do things both mentally and physically to you. i felt my heart shatter when you told me those things yeonjun, why..why couldn't you have come to me earlier. i could've helped you. i felt angry, and sad. but i didn't say anything. i just listened to you cry...my poor yeonjun. you don't deserve to go through this, and i told you that. you sniffled in response, and fell asleep on my lap. i remember feeling bad, i felt bad because i was so caught up in my feelings when i should've been worried for you. you slept on my couch that night, and i laid on the floor beside you. i didn't want you to be alone...

love,
soobin.

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