Beyonce has had it with Jay's infidelity and his unfaithfulness. She has had enough of the Hive (and her haters) calling her stupid For staying with him after all these years. She has heard from her sister Solange, Her mother Tina, Her Bestfriends K...
''SHAWN I'M GON' ASK YO RABBIT ASS AGAIN WHO THE FUCK IS SHE YO!'' I yelled At my husband of 8 years. I swear this is like the 5th time I caught him cheating. God only knows how many other times he's done it behind my back. ''Baby she's just a rapper I was gon' sign to the company.'' He said looking dumbfounded. ''Jay, you really think I'm stupid don't you nigga?'' I asked walking up towards him ''Jay, every time you get ready to sign a new female- hell anybody at that, you always bring them to me first cause last time i checked we BOTH are the owners of Tidal and Roc nation!'' He stayed silent. He knew i was right, dumb nigga probably trying to think of another lie. ''How long?'' ''What?'' He asked playing dumb ''You heard me nigga, HOW FUCKING LONG!?!'' I yelled. ''It started after The Formation World Tour..'' He said with his head hanging low.
I let out a humorless chuckle ''So you mean t-to tell me-'' I started, I swallowed the lump in my throat so I could continue talking ''You mean to tell me you started to do this after the fact that I forgive you for cheating that time?'' He started to say something but I cut him off before he could, ''Not only that you dumb muthafucka, I even dissed you with a whole damn album and you Still go out and decide to cheat? And then i went on tour with you while yo ass was cheating? You're un-fucking-believable'' I asked with tears filling my eyes. I blinked them back because i was tired of crying especially over some one who doesn't even love me.
''Bey, Baby I'm sorry I wasn't trynna hurt you I -'' I cut him off once again, ''You wasn't trynna hurt me, or you wasn't trynna get caught?'' I asked in a nonchalant tone. He stayed silent and looked at me. ''I want a divorce, and I want yo shit out my house by tomorrow.'' I said walking away, but he grabbed my arm. ''Bey baby she meant nothing please don't do this to me.'' I snatched my arm away and looked at him in disgust, ''You gotta be the most inconsiderate, pathetic nigga I have ever fucking met!'' I yelled, ''Jay, how could you even say some shit like that yo? Don't do this to you? To you nigga? YOU CHEATED ON ME MUTIPLE TIMES! And not to mention the fact that I ignored everyone, I ignored my family, my hive, most importantly my damn family, MY FUCKING MOTHER SHAWN I IGNORED MY MOTHER. And you say don't do this to you. Get the hell out of my house now Shawn you can come get yo shit tomorrow.''
With that I walked up the stairs to our- well to my room. I should've listened to everyone ''Beyonce, I love you girl, but leave him he ain't no good.'' The things they were saying ran through my mind over and over again. I let one simple tear flow down my cheek, than another, and before I knew it was bawling my eyes out sobbing. I wasn't crying because of him, nor was I crying for him, I was crying because i was stupid I believed he loved me, I believed he changed, I believed everything I wanted to hear and not the things I needed to hear. As many times as we have been through this you would think I learned my lesson and believed that I didn't deserve to be treated like this... But apparently I didn't. I can't seem to understand why this time hurt more than the other times it happened but it did.
I decided to get up and go take a shower. I got out a over sized t-shirt and some panties and threw them on the bed, and made my way to the bathroom. I started the water and waited for it to heat up, I got in just thinking how could I be so stupid. Thoughts ran threw my mind and i was knocked out of them when the water turned cold. I got out And wrapped a towel around my body and walked over to the mirror. I wiped the fog off the mirror with my hand and just stared at myself. ''Tuh, you called him pathetic but you are the pathetic one Bey.'' I mumbled to myself. I walked out to my bed and got dressed. I laid down and basically silent cried myself to sleep.
THE NEXT MORNING
BEYONCE KNOWLES
I woke up to the sun beaming in my face and loud ass banging on my door. I looked out the window and saw Shawn's car outside, I looked at the time and rolled my eyes it was 7 in the damn morning the fucked wrong with this nigga coming this early, damn couldn't wait 'til 12 or something? I raced downstairs and swung the door open, ''What nigga damn?!'' I shouted clearly irritated. ''You told me to come get my stuff today.'' He said with this ugly ass smirk on his face, this dude knew what he was doing yo. '' First Ima need you to come back at 12 caused I'm tired and second where in the hell is your key Shawn?'' I said irritated. ''I left it on the table, I kinda figured you would want me to leave it.'' ''Mhm'' was all I said and he turned around to leave. ''Shawn?'' I called out to him. He turned around rubbing his neck, ''Bring that trick to my house again and it's gon' be a problem ight?'' I said pointing at the car. He looked back and nodded with a worried look on his face. I shut the door and went back upstairs to lay back down.
4 HOURS LATER
I woke up around 11 am and sighed. I went to the bathroom and did my hygiene and went to my closet to pick an outfit out for today. ''What the hell?'' I said to myself as I bumped into the wall. To say I felt stupid was an understatement, I walked over to my side of the closet and got out a cute dress that was casual enough for me since I was going to Kelly's house today.
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I decided to tell her what happened last night not only so she can rub it in my face but also cause I needed a friend at the moment. I told her to call Solange, Michelle, and Onika over there also cause I'm not trynna say the same thing 3 more times. I texted Shawn,
Bum Ass Nigga🙄🙄: Aye Nigga yo keys gon be on top of the door frame i'm going out right now
Tell me why this nigga text me back with the dumbest shit possible talking about some,
BeyBey🍑💦:Bey please we can work this out I'm sorry.
I left that ass on read and walked out the House. I didn't feel like calling Julius so I grabbed the keys to benz and made my way to Kelly house.
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A/N: Hey hey yall this my first BeyxRih book and I hope yall lil kiddies enjoy...
