So Close Yet So Far -BuckyXOC

Chapter 3: What have I done?

I woke up in a different room than my cell. They're gonna kill me now, aren't they? The room was white and it even had a window and an actual bed. Sitting up I remember my failed attempt at escape and began to cry. Why am I here, what do they want from me? At this moment a man walks in looking impressed he smiles down at me. "Hello, subject number 1." Strutting up his wicked smile becomes more apparent. "Congrats, you have proven yourself useful, now we are gon-"

"Where am I, why am I here, How long have I been here, What do you want from me."

"Now, now number 1, your questions will be answered soon enough." Number 1? Why was he calling me that?

"No No just let me go please let me go" I'm begging tears in my eyes "LET ME GO" Gettin up I run at him ready to attack. Before I get to him guards rush in to contain me.

"Miss Janes is it, ill answer your questions. You are very very far from New York in a hidden facility where I have been experimenting on you and others." He then switches languages confusing me.

"du bist großartig mein experiment"

-You are magnificent my experiment

"What, What are you saying?"

"wir werden die injektionen wie geplant"

-We will continue the injections as planned

"No, No No please help me HELP ME!" The men drag me out of the room as I yell repeatedly trying to get out of their grasp. It doesn't take long for them to sedate me again. Wait "didn't I get shot." why don't I feel any stitches or pain. The dark feeling I get after sedation begins taking over but not before I hear an answer to my question "Yes and you healed not even 20 minutes later."And then I am out.

A couple more days past and the familiar pattern continues except something new was added to test my healing abilities each day they trained me to fight and be beaten just to see how long it takes the cuts and bruises to heal. This happened for days and now my routine is set I can kind of tell when the sun rises and falls. I t was another day of training when something new happened. I couldn't take the beatings anymore. I was so tired I wanted them to stop. And at that moment, The room began to shake objects in the room began to float and dart around. I could feel the power in my veins. Directing that feeling towards the man beating he flys away from me like a rag doll. I stand up facing him. Feeling so angry and powerful I toss him around continuously into the walls and the ground until I get tired feeling dizzy he suddenly falls out of the air and I pass out.

I wake up in the lab I first woke up in. How long has it been since then a year maybe 2 I don't know but it feels like forever. I'm tied down to the table and I'm in here all alone. I'm so tired, I- I don't even want to live anymore I'm never gonna get out of here. People begin to walk in and I prepare for what comes next.

After being tested on I was taken into a room filled with weapons. There was a tall buff man in the middle of the room, he looked terrifying. Once the door closed behind me he ran towards me full speed. This causes me to panic and runs towards the nearest weapon I could get to. That being a sword I fought for my life that day. This went on and on and I was getting better and better at beating whoever was in that room. Killing them and in those moments I feel nothing until I'm back in my cell and I have trouble sleeping at those times I remind myself that I had to in order to make it out of here. I'm definitely gonna make it outright. The man who is doing this to me comes to visit me more often. He gets creepier and creepier each time.

The beatings have stopped but are replaced to see if I could heal others. I've killed at least 10 men in this test.

Im sedated after the last one and The man in charge says

" sie muss in haft gehalten und einer gehirnwäsche unterzogen werden. wir haben eine mission fur sie."

-she must be detained and brainwashed. we have a mission for her

My head tilts to the side, the sedative taking longer to work now that my body tries to heal me. I look around hopelessly as I am dragged away. My thoughts are taken back to my life at home. What would I be doing now if I hadn't been such an idiot? Would I have moved on from bucky? Would I be happy? The sedative takes effect as they tie me down to a chair. As it wears off I am sitting in front of a large screen. Images are shown and there is no sound. Getting entranced by these images my thoughts stop completely, I lose focus on anything other than the images. Once that's done my mind is completely empty and I wait for instruction.

"You must kill him and bring back this to us." The person who walks into my room briefs me on what I am to do and how long I have to do it. I am shown my target and what I am to retrieve. I didn't realize that they weren't speaking English

After this, I am sent on my way. Reaching my destination. I stand outside my target's house. Breaking down the door I spot my target. Walking over I grab him by the collar lift him above me and speak. "herr. üller ich brauche etwas von dir"

Mr. I need something from you.

I throw him to the ground repeating in german that I need something from him. I stalk through the house looking for the Item I need and trying my best not to kill this man. As I search through the house I can hear him whimper as he catches up with me in the kitchen.

"Ah nien bitte verschone mich bitte."

-Ah please no spare me, please.

This makes me laugh but all I wanted to do was cry why am I laughing.

"Miene mission ist es dich zu toten. Ich muss dich toten und das juwel nehmen"

-My mission is to kill you. I must kill you and take the jewel.

"Das Juwel ist im Schrank, bitte verschone mich"

-the jewel is in the closet please spare me.

I open the closet seeing the briefcase the jewel was hidden I lift it and place it on the bed and open it using my powers. Seeing the Jewel was inside I close and lock it.

"Thank you." next thing I know my arm is lifting with the gun in my hand. He had a bullet in his head before I could register that I was the one holding the gun. Blood splatters onto my clothing. I stand there in shock for all of 30 seconds before grabbing the jewel and running. But something makes me turn back. There was a voice telling me to bring proof that this man was dead. I did something I will never forget, something that will give me nightmares forever.

I made it back to base well the halfway mark I guess. They didn't trust me enough to let me know the location of where they were keeping me. I walk in after being un-tied and walked straight to where I knew Mr. Uller to be. Walking into the room I placed the jewel and the victim's head onto his desk. He looks up with a disgusting grin on his face.

"Your mission was a success number 1. I am so happy."

He giggles picking up the jewel and studying it. After a while, he dismisses me back to my cell.

After a few days the effects of the brainwashing wears off and I finally begin to break down. Hearing the screams of the other people here drowned out my sobs. They were begging to be let go but soon they would be like me. Without hope and a murderer. After a while, my sobs stop and I just stare at the white walls in my cell. More time goes by and I've done absolutely nothing other than eat sleep and stare at the walls. There have been no missions, no brainwashing, no test or training, just nothing.