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"I have loved the Stars to fondly to be fearful of The Night"
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"Senior year...," I sighed as I lean over my balcony and look up at the starry night.
"It's been a while since I written in my journal," I mumbled to myself as I flip through the pages of my freshman diary.
"3 years," I whispered.
I noticed from a distance pouring rain.
I hummed lightly.
Suddenly I hear my bedroom door open.
"Marinette?," I turn around hearing my moms voice coming from downstairs.
I huffed nervously and looked down at the small journal in my hands before placing it on the floor.
I hope it gets ruined...
I walk down to my room seeing my mom on my bed.
"Hey," I mumbled.
"Welcome back my baby!," my mom runs up to me and hugs me tightly "why didn't you tell us you landed safely? Why didn't you ask for a ride from the airport? Does Alya know your back?-," she started to bombard me with questions.
"I wanted to surprise you guys with dinner but I got caught up looking at the stars," I giggled.
"You're the same like before, so forgetful," my mom caressed my cheek softly.
I've been gone for a year and a half from France, I moved in with my grandmother to China 2nd semester of sophomore year to study the art of Kung fu, Karate, jujitsu, and many more martial arts to become stronger against Hawk moth.
I left after my grandmother got Akumatized during my 2nd year of high school, I realized that hawk moth has become to strong and after defeating him I realized how it took a toll on me. I almost saw my parents die as well as many people I cared for.
Knowing the fact that I just got lucky that time terrified me, I knew I was weak and I still tried to act tough, which lead to my mental health being completely destroyed. After that day I told my parents who I was, they didn't take it very well after knowing how many times they could've lost me.
They tried to stop me in multiple occasions and tried to explain that Chat Noir had it handled, but I never listened and went either way. After almost getting Akumatized due to my mental state I realized I had to leave. I needed to get away from having to be 2 people at once, get away from school drama, to get away from Adrian and his perfect little world he has just started with Kagami, get away from being Ladybug, to remember who I really am and realize that Marinette is also important.
I met with Chat and he didn't take the news so well, he argued that I could find myself here, that I should stay and protect my people.
However....
Flashback a year and a half ago
"Chat! Don't you understand!?," I yelled lightly at him.
"I'm not doing well!," I can feel my eyes water at my sudden outburst.
