*rant*

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How could you talk about her like that? You knew how much she meant to me you knew and you say shit like that? Her name isn't scabby Abbie so just leave her alone! I can't believe even after death she still gets picked on! And by you? You know why she did what she did and you continue it. Abbie tried and you made it worse! You were my everything and you turned against me when I was dealing with the loss of someone YOU helped KILL. I miss the old you. When you didn't say shit like this. When you didn't spread rumours about me or you didn't treat me like shit. When you didn't talk about me behind my back or push me down the stairs mid-anxiaty attack. I didn't do anything to you.

Look. I'm trying to forget you like you want but for that you have to get my name out of your mouth. I wish you would go back to being yourself like in primary school. I wish Abbie was still okay. I wish you hadn't had believed those lies that drove us apart. I wish a lot of things but non will come true.

I'm sorry if I was really that bad of a friend but I am trying so hard and you don't see that! With Vee's illness and Abbie still everywhere I look and my mum, I'm tired. I know your stuck looking after Vee but I'm stuck looking after everything and everything else that's falling apart, as well as Vee.

I needed you and you didn't even care. I was begging for you to be there for me, just for once, and you couldn't do it. Thanks a lot.

Oh and by the way I know no one likes me. Thanks for pointing it out 🖕

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