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The next day I just can't stop thinking about , what I did to Nash.
I actually hit him, I didn't mean too, I mean I didn't want to.. I think
At least I regret doing it
Sarah knows, she texted me yesterday, saying ' you never really were smart, but I didn't think you were THAT dumb, haha.' And then a picture of us kissing
*beep* *beep*
I look at the alarm, I'm already awake haven't gotten much sleep, because of everything
I'm not looking forward to school, not that I really ever do but..
I press the button and get out of bed, I take of my clothes and jump in the shower, I have extra good time since I woke up exactly when my alarm rang
When I get out I blow dry my hair, and put on my usual makeup
I put on high waisted black jeans, and a white belly top, on it says 'Nirvana' and then some black boots
I put on perfume and deodorant
I grab my phone and purse and walk downstairs
"Morning mom" I say
She stands making food, I think I smell pancakes
"Morning Alexis"
"Morning everyone" a male voice says walking into the room, dad
"What are you doing here?" I say in a Bitchy voice
"This is my house too, drama queen" he says laughing
"Don't you dare talk to me like that again" I talked so only he heard what I said
I dropped breakfast, I lost my appetite
I grab my stuff and walk to my car
"You can't do this forever Alexis!" My dad says running outside
I respond with getting into the car, and putting up my middle finger
I know I can be bitchy, but he deserves it.
You know because.. Everything he did to me
I drive off to school, as all these flashbacks starts
*flashback*
11 years old
"Come on Alexis, daddy's not in a mood" he says"But dad, the teacher says you have to sign the paper until tomorrow, please dad"
He rips the paper out of my hand, tearing it apart in pieces
"But dad! Those were my singing rehearsal's!, now ill never be a singer!"
"I AM SICK AND TIRED! You have to learn what happens to bad girls who doesn't listen to their parents" he says taking off his belt, unbuttoning his jeans, dragging them off
My mom's at work, what is he doing
"No please stop dad!" I say crying
He stands in his boxers coming towards me
*THIS CAN BE TOO HARD TO READ FOR SOME OF YOU, JUST A WARNING*
I start running up the stairs, he follows me
"Alexis, you know you can't run from me! I'm your dad and I decide over your body"
He comes into my room, he starts dragging off my skirt, and top
My body was still very 'young' so I didn't have the body he wanted
That's when the spanking started
"BAD GIRL! BAD GIRL!" He yells taking off all of my clothes
He forces himself upon me, the pain is indescribable. He thrusts into me, pushing me over the limit
"MOMMY PLEASE HELP ME!!
*flashback over*
"HEY LADY! WATCH WHERE YOU DRIVE!!" A man yells as I almost drive into him
"I'm so sorry!"
I'm almost at school.
That was the first time, he forced himself upon me, I can still feel the pain, the feeling of not being strong enough of getting away from him, feeling helpless
I pull into the driveway to the school, park my car and walk Into the locker rooms
I throw in my purse but take with me my phone
Everyone's staring so I guess she has already said another secret
"Hey Alexis! Me and my friends are drinking this weekend! Wanna come?' They say laughing
I just give them the look, and walk away
She told them about my drinking period, like really. She knows how much I was hurting, and now she just laughs?
Wow, a true friend
Oh that's right she threw away the best friend title a long time ago
I see Nash coming towards me, but not coming to me
"Hey Nash" I say locking my locker
"Yeah?" He says
"I'm really sorry about the scene last night, you know me hitting you"
"Yeah, I remember, I was there" he says
"Anyways I just wanted to say I'm sorry, but if you don't want to hear it then I won't hold you here" I say walking off
"Hey! If you wanna talk meet me behind the school, after school, might wear a hoodie so you don't get caught"
"I will" I laugh, walking to class
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