Best friends or more

Dancing passionately

You've been dancing with Jean-Victor these pas few days. You started to get the same feeling that you had before competing. You liked that feeling. You taught Vinnie some moves and dances. You didn't want to go to the studio because you would feel all the pressure of having to dance perfectly.

Jean: So are you planning on going to the studio anytime soon

y/n: I don't think so. I just started dancing and I feel if a go to a studio there will be a lot of pressure and I think I'm ready yet

Jean: It's fine you can take all the time you need but you really are good

Vinnie: You could give dancing lessons you are a good teacher

y/n: I don't know

Vinnie: You don't need to teach professional it could be little kids. And you always said that you would like to work with little kids

y/n: yeah I guess

Jean: I could ask somebody at the studio if there was any class that you coud teach

y/n: thanks

You thought that it was a good idea to teach kids. Since you were a kid you wanted to be a teacher and since you didn't go to college there was that opportunity. You were good with kids and at dancing.

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Vinnie's pov

y/n has been teaching new dances she was really good at dancing. She been dancing for forever and the she quitted because there was to much pressure and she wasn't able to actually enjoy it and be passionate about it. I understood where she came from because I felt the same way about baseball. I think that is how her anxiety got worse. She would get anxious but not as bad and when she would she would got to th studio and dance but now she doesn't have that escape and with all the pressure she would get from dancing she would get panic attack so often and I was her safety blanket and I love her so much that it hurts so bad the she was feeling this way. When she started dancing again this week i could see that she was happy and passionate about it and I was really happy for her.

Later in the day:

Vinnie: Are you ready to teach dancing

y/n: I am. At first I thought that it wouldn't be a good idea because of all that happened before I quit dancing but then when I started dancing with you and Jean I started to feel passionate about it. I know you are scared because of the last time that I danced but now I don't have as much pressure and if something goes wrong I can control it. I don't want to hurt you Vinnie. I can see the pain in you face every time I start getting anxious but I've learned to control it without medication.

Vinnie: I know but I still get scared and I hate seeing you in so much pain. Since we've moved here I've started to actually see you smile and not a fake smile so people won't worry about you a real smile you are really happy now. 

y/n: That's because I am. I feel like since we moved to LA I'm more free. I don't get judged. People accept how I am. And they don't think that I'm a slut because I spend most of my time with guys. I didn't fit in but now I do.

Vinnie: I understand I didn't fit in back home and now I do. 

We've always been so close and we tell each other everything but we never had a conversation about how we felt. We talk about our emotions but not how we feel deep down. We don't have serious conversation. It's not that I don't trust her I thrust her with my life but we never show our actual emotions to anybody.

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y/n's pov