ChainSmoker |M.YG

Part 1

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One cigarette... Two cigarettes... Three cigarettes... Soon the whole pack. I sat there chainsmoking the pack of cigarettes I just bought, emotionless, no pain, no thoughts just sitting there. A pile of smoked cigarettes lay at my feet while I swing slightly on a swing. I saw a figure walking to the swing beside me. I ignored them. I grabbed my wallet to see if I had any more money for another pack.

I had just enough for a pack and a bottle of soju. I got up and started walking to the convenience store, the person did the same. I walked faster, so did they. I started running hoping I wouldn't run into anything, it was almost 2am. The person started running, they were fast. The person caught up to me, grabbed my wrist and pulled me into an ally way.

They pushed me to the ground, I looked up at them and smiled, they kicked my stomach. Then my head, I felt a warm substance run down my head 'blood' I felt pain now all over my body the person kept hitting and kicking me.

I looked around, it was pitch black all around me and the person. My body was aching. The blood started to pool up. I felt dizzy, pain and sadness. I got tired and my eyelids started to close. My eyelids got heaver by the second then 'boom' darkness...

I sat up panting and sweaty, I looked around in panic. I don't reconise the place I'm in I looked to my right and there was my brother asleep. Hobi. I softly shook him awake, he shot up and saw me and his face softened.

"Where are we? What happened? Wha-" He cut me of with a hug as I was panicking.

"Calm down, we are in mine and my friends house and we found u passed out in an ally last night. Did u get in a fight?" He spoke the last sentence urgently.

"No, I just needed to spice my life up a bit, so I came to Daegu. To see you, and to maybe get in some trouble, which I succeeded in doing so, may I add" I smirked at the last part.

"You came here without telling me or asking if I had any plans and didn't even make it to my house?! Oh, and ik that as soon as you got here you got a pack and smoked the whole thing?! And just because it's legal here and nobody gives two shits you still did it even though u quit last year?!" His anger got the best of him and he was pissed.

Once he was done yelling I got off the bed I was on and opened the door to my left, it was the bathroom. I walked in and looked in the mirror, I looked... like a HOT mess I combed through my hair with my fingers and splashed some water on my face, the contact with my hands and the water burning the cuts and hurting the bruises on my face. I looked back up to the mirror and smiled now I just looked hot. I had a black long sleeve shirt on and a pair of... yellow basketball shorts I walked out.

"Where are my clothes?!" I yelled at my brother just as mad at him as he was at me to scare him. He pointed to the dresser in the corner. I walked over to it and grabbed my clothes from the top of it and stomped to my room.

I changed back into my blood stained white t-shirt and black skinny jeans and slid my black leather jacket on. I walked back out and put on my combat boots and beanie. I looked at my brother who was intently watching me.

"Can I help you? Why you staring?" I looked at him with a scowl. He didn't answer, "So are we gonna do something? You gonna introduce me to your friends? Cause not even five minutes ago you were screaming at me now ur looking at me like I'm a lost puppy. What's your deal?"

"I'll introduce you to my friends some other time, but for now let's go talk about some stuff while we walk," He lead me out of the room and down the hallway to the front door, I'm guessing, and opened it. We walked down a few stairs to a sidewalk and started walking.

"When did you start smoking again?"

I felt ashaimed, I told him I q hit when I never did.

"Right after you left."

"Why did you leave Gwangju, and be honest?"

"Dad got out."

I could see his heart break, we stopped walking, he looked at me and hugged me tightly.

"How long had he been out for? How long have you been here?"

"He got out 3 months ago and I've been here for 2 months"

He pulled away from the hug, he was crying. He reached his hand to my face and wiped my face, I was crying to and I had no idea.

" Why didn't you tell me sooner or come find me when you got here?"

" I was scared... I was scared that you would send me back alone... again."