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Back to school

James' POV
School is started, i'm currently picking out which outfit I should wear for my first day back.

'shit, i'm not ready to go back to the hell hole'

I'm good in school, i'm in a bunch of honors classes and my grades are usually good; but school mentally and physically drains me.
It's been a month since the twins left and I think its safe to say everything is going smoothly, we facetime every morning and night. I just worry that now that the twins are at a new school they will forget about me and emma.

"JAMESSSSS!" why does he have to fucking yell, "WHAT IAN!?",it's so weird knowing me and Ian will being going to the same school now. "EMMAS OUTSIDE, HURRY THE HELL UP!" "OK TELL HER ILL BE DOWN IN A SEC!" and with that I grab my podwer and touch up my face.

I look in my mirror for a second and damn, I look hot. For my first day back i'm wearing a white crop top with these really cute jeans and some jordans. Lately i've been trying to up my style instead of just wearing a hoodie and some short shorts with a fucking balenciaga sock shoes.

"Fucking finally." Emma sassed as I sat in the front seat of her honda. "Bitch shut the fuck up, it takes time and effort to look this good." I was proud of my look today, it took longer than usual. "James why are you wearing makeup?" Emma loved me and was always looking out for me, she knew that occasionally boys would call me slurs and mock me for being gay; And she just didn't want me getting hurt, so we would avoid me wearing makeup or some thing "overly gay" to school.

"What do you mean kitty, it's the first day of school, I had to show out." Emma started the car and looked at me through the mirror. " Yeah I know I just don't want anyone saying anything." she said trying not to seem to protective. "I know, I know, but i'll be fine emma, we aren't in third grade anymore I can defend myself." "okay."

"so sister Iannnn," she said said trying to change the subject, "brother, Ian" he said mellowly. "Whatever dude, are you ready for your freshman year, how does it feel to be with the bigs kids." emma's so fucking cringey sometimes but I love her. "Well it's my first day and I haven't even gotten to school yet so, I haven't experienced much." he said sarcastically.

Emma and Ian always had a weird relationship, they've known eachother since little because our moms are close friends and Emma has been my best friend forever. Their friendship was kind of like me and Ethans, that type of brother and sister banter 24/7.

Emmas POV
As I pull into the students parking lot i get more and more nervous.

'shitttt'

James is so smart which is like, good for him I guess, but we never have classes together because he's in all honors. This year we only have one class together, P.E.,  FUCKING P.E. out of all things, and both of us are lazy bitches.

We step into the hallways and this feeling is so familiar. It smells wood and pink erasers-

'Deja vu'

"Hey, twink!" Brandon calls out into our direction. "oh fuck." James says as we both rush to our lockers to avoid brandon's bullshit.

"Hey, james, what the fuck I just wanted to say hi." He said with a grin on his face. "I'm sorry I don't answer to 'twink' I have a name." "well thats what you are." James gives him a look and I know he's about to say something he'll regret. "Well I guess you're right, what I really meant is I don't answer to men with little dicks, we've all seen the videos, brandon." James says as he slams his locker and sashays away to his first hour.

Me and Brandon are both shocked and at a loss for words. Brandon suddenly turns around to me. "Control your friend before he gets hurt." "Goodbye Brandon, you can leave now." I'm not going to entertain his foolishness, it's my first day, I want it to be at least decent.

'oh shit here they come'

As I close my locker I see none other than the worst bitches on the planet walk in. "What are you looking at chamberlain." Tana says as she get up in my face.
Remember those girls me and james said we didn't like, yeah these are them, and Tana mongeau is the head bitch. Their group consists of Tana, Emily, and Delilah. Delilah was the sweetest one, doesn't mean she was nice, just nicer than the others.

"Tana go away, I don't feel like dealing with your bullshit today." Simple, sweet, straight to the point. "Watch your mouth you rat." and with that her and her bitches were gone.

It's only my first day and somehow i've already gotten two threats, great. I wonder how the twins are doing........

Graysons POV
I'm currently in first hour and this girl sitting next to me keeps staring at me.

'What does she want'

It's my first day and so far it's been normal, nothing too special, nothing too boring, just a regular school.

'Why the fuck is she still staring'

I keep looking up to see this skinny, brown haired girl with glasses constantly staring at me. She looks kinda weird, like she would collect pokémon cards or something. But that's ok nothings wrong with that, to each their own.

"Excuse me." I whispered so the teacher wouldn't hear me. "yes?" "Why are you staring at me?" I said almost angry. "Wow that hurt."
"Sorry I didn't mean it like that you ju- why do you keep staring?" "you're interesting, that's all"

'What. the. fuck.'

Does this girl have a crush on me or something, shes kinda creeping me out if i'm being honest. But i'll just ignore her for the rest of class.

*Bell rings*

"I know your secret." the girl with with the brown hair said as she pushed me into the janitors closet. "WHAT THE FU-"

"DUDE shush, we're not supposed to be in here." she said putting her hand over my mouth. "I don't want to be here anyways- and what secret, you fucking weirdo?" I said wiping my mouth.

"Baby, I have a great gaydar and you my friend, are apart of the community, i'm not sure what yet but you are."

'what the actual fuck, is she a witch or something?'

"I don't know what your talking about." My jaw was starting to clench as I looked at my feet.

'this bitch was pissing me off'

"Don't lie, and I won't tell if that's what your worried about I am also, sadly, closeted." "IM NOT FUCKING CLO-" she cut me off "Lying only makes it worse, meet me in the front after school." and with that she was off.

'What the actual fuck just happened'

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2.15.2021