AVYANNA
"Oh come on, Avy! Don't be so hard on yourself! Loosen up! Enjoy the night!" Riley, then toss her shot glass on mine.
"Yeah, think of this as your bridal shower" Jamie joked. I glared at her.
I can't even stomach the thought of being married to the man I barely know, pag b-bridal shower pa kaya para doon? Eww
"Shut up, Jamie! I'll find a way to stop this bullshit!" Galit kong sabi at ininom ang Vodka na inorder ko.
"Okay, okay" nakataas Ang kamay na Sabi niya, sumusuko.
He maybe got me by marrying me, but not my virginity. No way in hell! I'll find someone here tonight whose willing to take it.
Honestly, I don't even know why I must the one who will suffer to pay my father's debt by marrying me off. I don't know the man I am going to marry, and I would never want to know him because I'll surely find a way to stop this. I'm not gonna settle down to the man I didn't love!
I inhaled some air, then slowly releasing it. This is not the end, Avy. I always get what I want, and this bullshit was just some piece of cake compared to all of the problems I've overcome. I am going to stop this fucking arrange marriage!
Minutes and hours have passed, my vision was starting to get blurry. I don't remember how many shots I drank but I don't care. This is good.
My friends are now busy roaming around the club, both drunk, looking for someone who can they hooked up with. Yeah, that's what they do everytime we go clubbing.
I shake my head and order another drink when someone sat beside the stool. I didn't look at him at first because I thought he's just gonna order a drink. So I ignore him.
"Hey there, gorgeous. Are you alone?" The guy asked me. I look up at him and to my surprise, I almost fell on my chair! Dang! I feel like I'm staring at some model. He's so handsome! He has blue eyes, and he has this heart shape face. And the built of his body is so perfect! I even smell his manly perfume even though I'm inches away from him. He's a 10!
Oh my gosh! I think I found who will have my precious gem! I think he's worth it. Yeah, you can call it desperate. But who cares? I like him, physically.
"Nope. I'm with my friends," I acted nonchalant.
"I don't see them," he roamed his eyes, looking for my friends as if he knew them. "I guess, you're alone now?" Gosh! Even his voice is beautiful! So deep!
"Not really. You're here now, so I guess I'm not?" Biro ko. He laughed. We went silent for a minute before he asked me to dance.
"Sure!" I said before drinking the Tequila I ordered a while ago. "Let's go!"
Ako na mismo ang humila sa lalaki at pumwesto sa gitna ng dance floor. I dance wildly. My back was on the man behind me and rubbed my butt against his bulging pants. Itinaas ko ang kamay ko at nagsayaw na parang wala nang bukas. Inilabas ko lahat sa pagsasayaw ang mga problema ko. Maybe by this way, I'll temporarily forget everything.
Naramdaman ko na biglang nawala Ang lalaking nasa likod ko ngunit agad Naman itong bumalik at humawak sa aking baywang. Sinasabayan ang paggalaw ng aking katawan.
Hinayaan ko lamang siya at hinawakan ang kamay niyang nakahawak sa aking baywang. After minutes of dancing, I faced the guy and I hang my arms around his neck and started kissing him hard.
I saw my friends, they are just meters away from where we were standing and I know for sure the looks they're giving me.
I know, I know. This is just for tonight. Because I know tomorrow will be different, so maybe I'll just enjoy this night while I am single, and choose to give my precious gem to this gorgeous man. Because no way in hell I'm gonna give that to some asshole! This may be worth it.
"Wanna go to my place?" the man whispered between our kisses.
"I'd love to," I said and pull him on the way out of the Club.
I didn't bother to tell my friends to where I'm going. I know they'll understand. I'm just gonna text them later. They didn't even notice that I was gone, they're also busy making out with foreigners. Yeah, enjoy yourselves, girls! And I'm gonna enjoy mine!
We're now at the parking lot, finding the guy's car. I don't even know his name. He's a complete stranger, honestly. But damn! Who cares? We were almost at the exciting part. So I think, the introduction can wait until we're done? I laughed at myself.
We finally found where he park his car. As we reached his vehicle, he pushed me on the side of his BMW door and started kissing me again. His hand is on my waist and now moving up to my chest.
Pero bago pa niya ito mahawakan, bigla na lamang siyang tumilapon palayo sakin. Sa sobrang gulat, napasigaw ako at kaagad na tinignan ang may sala. Nag-aapoy sa galit ang kanyang mga mata.
"What the hell?!" Sigaw ko.
"What the fuck are you doing, Avyanna?" Kalmado pero madiin na sabi nito. Mahihimigan sa boses ang pagpipigil ng matinding galit.
"None of your business." Sabi ko at naglakad palayo sakanya.
I heard his footsteps, following me. Mas binilisan ko pa ang paglalakad. Malapit na ako sa pinto ng elevator ng bigla niyang hinawakan braso ko.
"What's wrong with you? Hindi ka naman ganito dati ah?" He said angrily.
"People change." Simpleng sagot ko at hinila Ang braso kong nakahawak sakanya.
"Please, Avy, let's talk. Let me explain." he begged. I'm not gonna fall for that anymore.
"There's nothing else for us to talk about. It's all done. Leave me alone." Malamig kong sabi at tinalikuran na siya.
Tuluyan na akong nakapasok sa elevator. Pagkasara ng pinto, tuluyang nanlambot ang aking mga tuhod. Hindi inaasahan ang biglaang pagkokros ng aming landas.
Ang daming tanong ang tumakbo sa aking isip. Bakit? Bakit ngayon pa? Anong dahilan? Para saan?
Damn it! I don't want this feeling. The things between us was done. I don't want to get involved in your life anymore.
