I'm really happy if you think about it
With my fake smile and stupid laugh
Books are my world,my universe,
No one really knows me
Or my pain
I've learned to hold in my tears
Until I'm asleep
I'm a slop
A monster
No one really loves me
I'm a fag, a queer
I'm no queen
I need it die
Boys only use me for my body
I'm shamefull
