I Ship Us (Phan)

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Phil's POV (flashback to when he locked himself in his room)
You can do this. You'll be able to hide it. Just do it already!
"Phil" Dan's voice from the other side of my door speaks causing me to jump. Ignore him do it, my mind speaks.
I grip the blade in my hand and put it to my wrist just staring at myself. Am I really gonna do this? Yes. I slide the blade against my skin watching the blood come out, slowly appearing. I do it again, and again, and again. Not stopping. The blood is filling up my wrist by now and my body is just stinging with my heart beating rapidly like my thoughts. WhatdidIdo, I think frantically, panicking. I must have been talking and not noticed because I hear Dan speak, his voice filling my head "I know you're lying". As of now, all I know is Dan, all I think is Dan, he fills my mind, drowning me, consuming me. Click, my door unlocks. I do the only thing I can do now. Let him in.