늑대와 까마귀 | Min Yoongi FF

Hey yo!

Hey guys, I am currently writing, I've wrote over 100 words today which isn't much considering I write about 1500 a chapter but it's a start.

I wanted to formally introduce myself since I've never done that lol.

Hi, I am The author of this story as well as many others on this account, I started off as a kid going under the name "Storm" and I wrote original stories and stories using characters from the YouTuber Aphmau, I was like 10 so don't bully me dude.

After that I deleted everything and started writing WWE fanfics, doing that I made amazing mutuals who became my amazing friends, one being Jas aka Prince-Snow we have been friends for around 3-4 years (damn wtf that's so long) he's like a dumb older brother to me.

After that I started my BTS fanfics and now we are here!

Hi. My name is Kai. I'm a student, and I enjoy writing.

I tend to go through "obsession phases" which is most common with people, music, and movies/shows. That's why my writing topics have changed so much, more than you all know because I have SO MANY drafts of different obsessions.  This is important because I tend to lose interest in things I obsess over. I love love LOVE anime which is why I don't write about it because if I do, I will lose interest. Instead I take long breaks in between animes and then I binge it all at once.

The question is have I lost interest in Kpop, the answer, yes and no. This was one of my biggest phases, it made people look at me differently and It made me look weird seeing as I live in fuck town Michigan. I do still like Kpop but I do not make it my whole personality anymore so yay me I act like a decent person.

Anyway that as nothing to do with anything :)

I am a Black girl, I love my skin so much. Recently I've been noticing more and more comments about my characters and they're race etc.

When I wrote this story, I HATED myself, my skin, the way I looked, everything. I grew up in both a POC dominated area AND in a white dominated area. I would go back in forth in both environments. It had its perks. Going to a white school allowed me to get a stable education and dominate school with straight As, then when I got older it became more diverse allowing me to make friends with different races and backgrounds. Being in a POC dominated environment let me spend time with my own race and spend time with kids that looked like me. It was nice.

However, I was never white enough or black enough for either area. "I talked white.", "I act weird" , "I'm scary." , "Im intimidating" , etc. then there was the dating factor. I literally live in the most redneck ass small town in Michigan rn that I want to die. I'm not white, maybe a little light skin but not white. I don't date racist, I'm not that down bad. I'm not gonna fuck around with a little white boy who saying the n-word like he's blacker than the night sky. So I remain single. As a kid though, I thought it was because I was ugly. It wasn't because I wasn't a pretty blonde girl with blue eyes, no, it was because I was ugly.

In fifth grade I stopped eating. I didn't have an eating disorder, I refuse to think I did. I was over weight and I knew that. I didn't eat breakfast, small lunch, and either a big dinner or no dinner at all, just sleep. Even now that's what I do.
It did get bad at one point, I'd just pass out a lot, that was like 6-7th grade though so I wouldn't be concerned.

Anyway 2020 was the year I learned to love myself. I love who I am, I'm pretty. I love my blackness now too. I am 10x happier even though I still need to work on my happiness. I'm trying.

Anyway enough sad shit wtf, I just needed to explain that.

Um, I'm totally up for a QnA so please ask me anything. And here is what I look like too...

That's me.... yeah, love you guys.