Fire In Me

Facade

A/N: I am getting lazier each day :)

Sypnosis: Kaori puts on her facade to avoid seeing how she truly feels.

"Really? Is that also the explanation why Soojin keeps bothering the hell out of me? Is that also the explanation why you suddenly came to my life? My life has never been this a mess, but certainly whenever I see you, it makes me me angry for no reason!!! Now you want me to listen to your damn explanation, I have no reason to listen but if you can have a better damn explanation then my ears will listen" 

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Kaori's pov

I woke up with my head pounding, I cried too much last night, I forgot to eat dinner so I am really hungry right now, I prepared myself before going out of my room.

"Jisung, where's mom?" I asked Jisung as I saw him eating breakfast already. 

"She left because there will be a lot of people in the museum" He told me, as I started eating breakfast, I couldn't help but think how am I supposed to  face Youngjo since we are on the same club.

"Noona, can you drop me off at school?" Jisung asked me and I nodded.

*Timeskip*

I dropped off Jisung at his school, I knew I had to go back to the old me, but nevermind that, I'll just put a facade.

My mom texted me she'll be home late so I have to pick up Jisung at school early, maybe me and Hana will have a sleepover at my place.

I went to my locker and saw Hana, waiting for me, I smiled then went towards her.

"Hey, how are you? You look awful, here Ilhoon told me to give it to you" Hana said as she handed me a cup of hot chocolate.

"I know, I'll tell you everything later, tell Ilhoon thanks" I told her, as we to our class, my first class is with Youngjo, I entered the classroom and saw Youngjo with Hyunsik, I avoided their gaze as I sat down with Hana.

"That asshole made you cry, my poor baby" Hana cooed as she hugs me, I smiled at her as we continue our classes.

*Another Timeskip*

I entered the club room and saw everybody is there, even Youngjo, I mentally groaned cause I have to seem him. 

I'm fixing the art supplies in our storage when I heard the door close and saw it's Youngjo,  I rolled my eyes. 

"Hey--" I cut him off, I don't want to talk to him, I can't let my heart be broken again

A/N: play the music 

"Listen, that girl, she's my partner in dance class, she talked to me because she wanted to join your club" Youngjo and I just stand there, debating whether should I listen or not.

"Go on, she can join my club, I don't care" I told him coldly as I tried to open the door but it was locked.

"The door won't open unless you listen to my explanation" Youngjo said as I scoffed then turned around at him.

"Really? Is that also the explanation why Soojin keeps bothering the hell out of me? Is that also the explanation why you suddenly came to my life? My life has never been this a mess, but certainly whenever I see you, it makes me me angry for no reason!!! Now you want me to listen to your damn explanation, I have no reason to listen but if you can have a better damn explanation then my ears will listen"  I told him as I looked at him, despise burning in my eyes.

Finally, after budging the door open, it finally opened, I left him at the storage room.

Memories are sometimes better to be forgotten when we see those memories, we couldn't help but remember them. Dancing oon the tip of the sword is dangerous but what is more dangerous is letting your memories haunt you.

It's better to forget and live a better life then drowing in those memories and living in misery. That's why people tend to put a facade whenever they see others cause they don't want others to see their true colors.

Things are better when you forget them.

"Come let's PRETEND to fall in love, because falling for REAL has only killed my soul." - Diksha Yadav 

A/N: I could've put more words but I was too drunk last night to write lol