On good days, Phil and I would wake up around noon and eat cereal.
On good days, Phil and I would sit on the internet for hours, just enjoying each other's company.
On good days, Phil and I would do a liveshow and try singing Toxic.
On good days, Phil and I would go into town and get milkshakes.
On good days, Phil and I would tell each other our video ideas.
On good days, Phil and I would sit and play Skyrim for hours.
On good days, Phil and I would film.
On good days, Phil and I would hang out with our other friends and have the time of our lives.
On good days, Phil and I would bake brownies or cookies and make a mess.
On good days, Phil and I would draw cat whiskers on our faces.
On good days, Phil would cuddle up in his hoodie and he watch another episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
On good days, Phil would greet me "good morning."
On good days, Phil would smile.
On good days, Phil would look at me with his beautiful blue eyes, the eyes that were so blue that I could swim in them.
On good days, Phil was silently suffering.
On good days, Phil was wishing that he could get away from everything.
On good days, Phil would look at me and wish that he could be with me.
On good days, Phil would lock himself in his bathroom after saying "goodnight" to me and slice up his wrists and legs.
Once, on a good day, Phil said "goodbye" to me as I went to go film in town for a video.
That good day, he wrote a note telling me all these things.
That good day, he grabbed a rope.
That good day, he tied a noose.
That good day, Phil hung himself.
On good days, I find a note from my best friend revealing his cutting, depression, and the fact that he's in love with me.
On bad days, I come home to find my best friend dead.
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On Good Days-Phan
FanfictionAuthor note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the endin...
