I once googled,
"Painless ways to kill yourself"
I had lil to no avail
I was just left with
suicide notes
Suicide stories,
Suicide videos,
Suicide,
Suicide,
Suicide.
I was furious.
Was there really no painless way of riding oneself?
But as i thought and thought.
I began to understand.
Even if there was,
It could never be 100% pain free
You would still feel the pain inside yourself.
Before
During
But not after
After the pain would be gone.
But the question is,
Is it worth it to bring pain that one person who actually cares
Because lets face, it we all have at least one.
Even if we don't know them yet,
There always there.
Or not see, hear, appreciate
that one thing that makes you smile?
Because i don't think it is.
