Loving you forever ||D.M. {{Finalized}}

Chapter 33

*Draco pov*

I waited impatiently at the door, for madam Pomfey to assure me that everything will be fine. I'm feeling very guilty, because it's my fault, I practically laughted at her pain...I reached the maximum level of rudness and hateness. I know that what I'm doing it causes her to hate me more, but that's how we fell in love...I know that maybe is for nothing, she will remember nothing after this, but I better die than know that every single memory that we had toghether is going to fade away. But , I, refuse to forget. I refuse to forget every single hug, kiss, every feeling of joy that I felt near her. I cannot forget her as much as I'll like to right now. I'm trying so hard to not cry every time I see her...so I replace it with hate. That's the only way to not show weakness...

I saw the doorknob twist and I jumped from my seat, and I saw madam Pomfey walking out of the hospital wing.

Pomfey: You can enter the room quitely, but don't disturb her, she is very confused and I gave her some potions.

*Y/n pov*

I feel the world is fading away. Leaving me in the darkness that is eating me alive. I can't see him anymore. I strugled to get up, but my head was pounding uncontrolably and I lay back into the pillow.

Staring at the ceiling, my vision quite blurred I heard whispers approaching me. I was too tyred to move my head, so I've waited for them to come to me.

Ginny: Oh, my God, Y/n!

Hermione: Ginn! Quietly!

Ginny: Sorry...

Blaise: Y/n...how are you?

Y/n: I don't know...I said so low, I wasn't sure they heard me.

Draco: Y/n?

His voice. No, it can't be. I turned my head in the opposite direction, hiding the tears who wanted to escape my eyes.

I felt him approach me and he took a seat on my bed.

Draco: Please, look at me...

I refused to. Is he real?

I felt his hand slowly tracing down my arm, making me gasp at his cold touch. But it felt real...alive, almost worrying. But I couldn't trust him, I can't let myself.

My breathing increased and I could feel him tense next to me as he kept his hand on my arm. I slowly turned around and my gaze dropped on his hand which was caressing me. I felt my eyes water and I let a big breath in relief, which I didn't know I was holding.

Y/n: You are real...I whispered to myself, but everyone heard it.

Harry: Merlin, Y/n what are you talking about?

Y/n: About Draco...I said and quickly got up to touch him. To fell his cold skin pressed on my fingers. That's when I knew he was real and I smiled a bit in relief. Because deep down, I knew how his touch would feel like on my skin. Unreal, epic...

Draco looked at my hand with his browns furrowed in confusion, and then his cold stare came back withing seconds, staring deep back into my eyes, my hand quickly dropping from him.

You: No, no, please stop it-- I said turning my head in a different direction to avoid his eyes.

Draco: Stop what? Y/n? He asked kindly. I didn't know what to believe anymore.

There where moments of silence, as I tried to stay away from him, from his touch...

Y/n: P-please don't touch me, I muttered.

Draco: Blaise?

Blaise: What?

Draco: Call madam Pomfey...now.

*Draco pov*

I knew something was very wrong with her...but I didn't know what...If I could turn the time back and hear her spoken words about last night when I found her unconscious, I would. When I found her in that state near the great lake, she was afraid, but not by anyone...by me...and something is telling me that is not only about what I did when I laughed at her, it was something else.

I saw Blaise rushing out of the hopital wing and slamming the door shut as Y/n startled at the sound. She was scared.

*Y/n pov*

I heard the door open and madam Pomfey making her way to me with quick steps, as she excused herself to give her space.

Pomfey: Dear, tell me what's wrong.

I turned around and saw her kind smile. I trusted her.

Y/n: I'm scared because I don't know how to make the difference between what's real a-and what's in my head anymore...I said with tears in my eyes as I saw everyone's mortified expressions. My eyes met the cold ones and I quickly looked back to madam Pomfey.

Pomfey: ...tell me what do you see in those...illusions...

Sobs started exposing me along with tears and Hermione took my hand in hers. I was so lucky to have friends like they are...

Pomfey: Please talk to me.

Y/n: I see--D-Draco trying to...

Draco: To what? He asked softly, coming closer and for a moment I swear I could see his eyes water.

The silence was interrupted as the door was opened wide revealing Cedric walking furiously to us.

Cedric: I fucking told you to call me when she will wake up! He yelled. He was angry...and he wasn't himself anymore.

Draco: Shut it Diggory- or better say get out!

Pomfey: This isn't a place to speak like that and miss Y/l/n needs peace right now! She said but none of them listened.

Cedric: You piece of--

Draco: Continue that! Come on Diggory, I dare--

Y/n: Stop it! I yelled with tears on my cheeks and both of them looked at me, guilt written all over their faces.

Draco: I'm s-

Y/n: Get out...I whispered and instantly regretted it.

I saw his face fell and slowly nodding towards me with a huff, a meaning hiding behind it. No, I didn't mean it...I stretched my hand towards him, but he clenched tightly his jaw, trying to hold back tears as he stormed out of the hospital wing, slamming the door behind him.

*Draco pov*

This is what I feel right now: angriness, betrayal, I'm holding myself really hard to not go and pull Diggory's neck off his shoulders, but she made her choice. She choosed him over me...

>Here is another chapter since the other one was so short...this is so painful I'm so sorry guys🥺😞 I cried while writting this, do you like it with Y/n's and Draco's pov? I think that it describes more of their feelings, idk that's my opinion♡<