I'm sorry| h.s

Chapter 6

Harrys pov

I need to tell her I really had a deep feeling for her. She knows how much I loved her before. I need to call her right now.
It was about 9:30 pm I was thinking if I should or shouldn't call her.
"Hey mate are you okay?" Niall ask as he enters my hotel room.
"Oh yeah... kind of?"
"Kind of?! What's going on it looks like your gonna vomit" I stood up quickly trying to shake my feelings off.
"Niall I.... remember that girl I told you about?"
"Kendall Jenner?"
"No the other one."
"Taylor? Harry there's a lot of girls you talk about."
"No.... Amy.." I said with a pause at the end. He knows I left her.
"Yeah? What's wrong with her?"
"I saw her today-" I didn't get to finish my sentence before I felt the tears coming.
"Harry did you talk to her?"
"yes kind of."
"What did you say?"
"She got mad. She just started to scream at me like it was all my fault"
"You did leave her. You never told her why she's confused." I felt the guilt on my shoulders.
"You know why I left Niall!!"
"I do but she doesn't" with that he left he room. I grabbed my phone and called her.

Amy's pov

I got home wanting to leave the world. I have been hurting myself since I was very young. Harry had always been there for me. This made me want to do it again. I went to my bathroom grabbed the blade ran it over my skin, over and over letting the pain go away with every drop of blood that fell to the floor.

I changed took a shower. I went to my room thinking on how harry was In L.A. Is he going to call me probably not.
My phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Amy?"
"Yes. Who is this?"
"It's me harry-"
"Oh umm"
"Look Amy I need to talk to you "
"Well we are"
"Right. Amy I've been looking for you"
"Really? It doesn't seem like it."
"I have okay. "
"Why did you leave harry? You left me broken hearted"
"I had reasons okay and i left broken too"
"Then why did you leave?" My tears were coming out I don't know if I was mad or sad. There was silence after that.
"I- I didn't think I was good enough. Amy I was sad you were hurting yourself! I felt that it was all my fault YOUR PARENTS HATED ME YOUR AUNT JUST TOLD ME THAT I WANT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU! How do you think that made me feel?" By now we were both crying.
"Harry- they told that to me too I didn't care what they thought I loved you-"
"Loved? I still love you don't you?"
"Harry.... I don't know I have this big hate on you because you left but I still have a small feeling for you. Just imagine seeing the one you loved everywhere you go. I see you on billboards. I hear you in the radio. Everywhere"
"Amy I'm sorry"
"Bye harry goodnight"
"No wait can I see you somewhere tomorrow?"
"Why?"
"We need to talk in person. Umm can you see me in the café next to L.A studios?"
"Sure I'll be there at 1:00"
"Bye Am-"
I hung up before he finished.

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