My favorite Song

Tam

i stood up and walked away. i know, not a great move. but it hurts every time i see Keefe flirting with Sophie. and every time he insults me, i die a little inside. he hates me. but i love him. somebody grabs my arm. "Tam!" i whip around and shake their arm off. its Keefe. his ice blue eyes stare into mine until i tear my gaze away. "you ok Bangs Boy?" he asked. "why do you care" i spat. he took a step back, the hurt written all over his face. i sighed. "listen Keefe, im sorry-" but he just turned and ran away. i cursed. why cant i get anything right? i kicked the ground. im so stupid. he does like you, you idiot. well, he doesn't now. i blew it. the one chance i had, i blew it. slowly, i made my way back to the cafeteria. Keefe was sitting there silently. i sat down across from him and as everyone else kept talking, i shadow whispered to him. (Tam is bold, Keefe it hashtags) you ok? he jumped. #not really.# that broke my heart. im sorry. i should have been less harsh. #yeah, you should have.# the bell rang, and we went our separate ways. i cant believe i did that to him. he was trying to help, and i knew a saw a little flicker of an emotion that i was all to farmilliar with. but as a made my way to the leapmaster, i began to doubt that. maybe it was leftover emotions from flirting with Sophie. maybe he came to check because someone made him. maybe he wasn't okay because- well, i didn't know why. but there had to be a reason. there had to be some explanation, any explanation other than- 

someone takled me, and i went into the light.

of the leapmaster, of course.