Dear Tris,
I decided to write letters to you. Maybe it will make me feel better. Maybe I can live without you with the comfort of feeling like I can talk to you. Maybe.
Since your death, I have been in such a state of depression that I barely eat, talk or leave my old dauntless apartment. All I think about is you. I think about us kissing by the chasm, I think about when I was your instructor, about when I threw knives at you, about our stupid fights, I think about our last night together, but mostly I think about what would've happened if I was there with you.
I will never forgive myself for leaving you, I should have known you would volunteer for your brother. But I did what had to be done. I understand why you took that risk and why you practically let David shoot you, but I do not understand why you would leave me alone in this cruel, cruel world.
Since your sacrifice, I haven't done anything. Christina however, has gotten a job in the new, improved government and checks in on me on a daily basis. She probably does this to make sure that number one, I'm alive. And number two, I didn't take that memory serum I almost welcomed into my system.
You have no idea how much you are missed. Beatrice prior, you are the love of my life, I don't think I can ever love again. When you died, half of my heart died with you. I am hopelessly in love with you. Believe it.
Lots of love,
Tobias
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Dear Tris
FanfictionALLEGIANT SPOILERS After the tragic loss of tris, Tobias decides that he should write letters to Tris to try and get out from his state of depression. Will Tobias ever move on? Will he always live alone? Will he ever get another happy moment without...
