I decided to surprise Ava for valentines since she always quiet and it's like Brooklyn and Amelia take over her and so I go to the store and buy things to decorate and give to her I call her and she doesn't answer she hasn't been for like 3 hours and I decorate the hotel Bc she doesn't like people going to her house and I respect her privacy I decided to go check on her with flowers and I knock on her door and her parents open and they look like they've been crying:
Y/n: hi Mr and Mrs Williams
Mrs. Williams: hi y/n
She knew me because I'd come over and have sleepovers with Ava it was one bond you cannot break
Mr. Williams: hey y/n what are you here for?
Y/n: surprise Ava
The both of they're smiles disappeared and it was silent
Y/n: I- I can go if you want
Mrs. Williams: no please come in
Mr. Williams: we know you are best friends but we have something to tell you...
Y/n: is she ok I'm excited to see her I decorated the hotel to surprise her I said giggling
Mrs. Williams: honey she committed suicide...
Y/n: wha-what 🥺💔
Mr. Williams: we found her this morning
My heart broke she was only friend that was real and I felt like I failed as a friend Bc I never thought ab what she was going through
Mrs. Williams: she left a note and said no one can read it except for you
Y/n: ok I said crying
Mr. Williams: are you going to be ok?
Y/n: ye-yea can I go to her room?
Mrs. Williams: help yourself we will be here if you need us
I go upstairs and walk into her room and see her leds on and see them on purple I see her tarp and walk over to her bed and see the birthday teddy bear I bought her and I walked over to her vanity and saw a strip of our photos from the movies and her wall with fairy lights and all our photos together I decided to sit on the bed with the teddy bear in my lap and read the note I was already crying and I read it and understood everything:
ɴᴏᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ʏ/ɴ ᴏɴʟʏ:
Dear y/n,
It's Ava I just wanted you to know that you had nothing to do with the suicide I just decided to do it for my own reasons and I hate Brooklyn and Amelia and you have been there longer than anything I love every single moment that we had to spend together I just wanted to end things on my own terms I'm still with you and your probably wondering why I did this. I was harassed by 8 boys everyday and would cry and you would come and cheer me up I enjoy getting ice cream and going to the movies and taking pictures with you and you are one of the best friends I could ever ask for and I don't want that to ever change and I just wanted you to know some people that are the reason of why I killed myself:
- Alex
- Amelia
- Brooklyn
- Jim ( adding people you'll know why)
- and finally Rachel
Yes she's a nurse she's 18 and she hated me and bullied me everyday she worked at the hospital your mom went to... I love you and feel free to take whatever you want from my room Bc I know you like my Polaroid camera and my earrings I laughed a little bit and I read the last part:
Also go in my closet and open the latch behind my containers and inside is a room feel free to just stay there where we used to be I just decorated it that's why I didn't want you to come to my house . Inside is a teddy bear take it it's for you I love you bestie and you impacted my life...
love, Ava
At this point i was crying like crazy and I opened the latch and see the teddy bear I hug it and it speaks:
ʜᴇʏ ɪᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴀᴠᴀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ʏ/ɴɴɴɴ ᴡᴇ ʙᴏᴛʜ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴠᴀ sᴀʏs ᴍɪɴɪ ᴠʟᴏɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʙᴇsᴛɪᴇ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜᴜ
I realize it's from a vlog that we did and it was fun that night I was smiling while crying I just wanted her to come back after crying I took the teddy bears and the photos of us and went downstairs they saw my eyes and hugged me
Mrs. Williams: are you sure you want all these?
Y/n: yea she would want me to have them
Mr. Williams: I'm sorry y/n she rlly loved you I'm sorry
Y/n: it's ok she's doing better where's she at now
I leave and went to the artsache they all saw that I cried and didn't say anything I went upstairs to mike and saw him sitting on the bed I walked up to him and hugged him
Mike: woah what's wrong
Y/n: Ava died...
mike: huh?
Y/n: Ava died... and I'm going to get my revenge tomorrow...
I left and went to my house and put on our fav songs and listened while sitting there looking through our photos on my phone I went to my room and hung up the photos when I hear the music Downstairs stop I finished hanging them and grabbed my bat and heard my stairs creaking and I heard voices...
It sounded like girls and 2 boys:
???: are you sure she's even here?
???: yes a higher pitch voice said
???: how else was the music playing?
???: idk you tell me
???: let's go before she gets home
??!: alr
I put the bat down and showered and locked all the doors and hugged the teddy bears to sleep and I had to read all these notes form Ava each day starting with the backstory of each bully that led her to her death...
I miss you Ava just come back please
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