One Too Many Shots

Trying PCP

"What?" Asks Adam, confused.

"I'll told my parents i was gay," I plead.

He jumps up, "you told them everything?"

"No," I explain, "just that I'm gay."

Adam rubs his head, while his friend Ashley sits on the couch. Adam walks over to me and hugs me tightly, while I sob, I'm so dead when I go home.

Ashley leaves and we end up getting high and playing games on Adam's PS3, and crashing hours later.

"I want more of those pills," I laugh as we wake up in the morning.

"On the dresser," Adam says still half asleep.

I take two this time and finish off the vodka, bouncing off the walls like an hour later.

"Liking the speed I see," says Adam, kissing my neck.

I try to calm down long enough to give him attention but I end up not being able too. Adam has to go to a meeting so I go home and Addie come over to hang out.

"Hey," I laugh.

"Hi?" She says confused, not knowing whats going on with them.

"I feel good," I say.

She looks at me, "did you take something?"

"Yeah," I nod, trying to hold back my laughter.

"What?" She wonders.

"Two speeds, with vodka," I burst out laughing.

"What?!" She asks getting mad.

"Yeah," I say laughing even harder.

"Mark!" She yells.

I stop laughing and look up at her, "you know what we should do?"

"Mark!" She yells again, louder.

"We should play music," I say sitting down at my grand piano that Adam bought me. As soon as I sit down, I stand right back up, hugging Addie, then running up to my room.

"Mark," says Addie coming after me.

I pick my neon sharpies and start adding to my black walls, Addie grabs me and turns me around, slapping me as hard as possible.

She just stands there and looks at me, quickly kissing me and I end up kissing her back, what's going on?

I zone out and the next thing I know, I wake up in the morning with Addie curled up next to me, undressed and me the same way, oh no, I just had unknowingly sex with my best friend.

I poke at her face until she finally wakes up, "hey Addie, what happened last night?"

Addie lays her head on my chest and wraps her arms around me, "I love you."

"Addie did we have sex last night?" I ask.

"Yeah, you don't remember?" She asks worried.

"Addie, I blacked out I don't remember anything," I explain. I stand up and dial Adam's number.

"Who are you calling?" She asks, getting dressed.

I put on my boxers and gym shorts, while holding the phone between my ear and shoulder, listening to the dial tone.

"Mark," Says Addie, trying to get my attention.

"What?" I ask, getting angry.

"I love you," she says again.

Adam finally picks up, half asleep, "can I come over?"

"Yeah, sure," he says yawning.

I hang up and put on my tank top and grabbing my keys, Addie grabs my arm but I quickly pull away, "Addie, not now."

I walk down the street, I knock on Adam's door until the half dressed Adam answers and pulls me in, handing me a beer.

I quickly chug down the beer and get light headed quickly, I look at Adam and he just looks at me confused, "I want to try Angel Dust."

Adam raises an eyebrow, "sure you're ready for that?"

"Yes," I explain, feeling like I'm going to throw up.

"Okay," he laughs, walking back to his bedroom then coming back with a small bottle of clear liquid, "here you go."

I take a small swig, it taste weird. "Why is it called Angel Dust?"

"I dont know, but its normally in powered or a pill, that might have something to do with it," he explains looking at me.

"What's the real name of it?" I question, taking one more small swig.

"PCP," he says taking a drink of his beer.