It's Different Now •|| IidaBaku fanfic ||•

-9-

This has nothing to do with this chapter but I'm a Miu kinnie and Kaede is so pretty- I just had to say it I'm sorry lol

I'm finally back with another chapter for you guys! :) It's been what? Almost a month since I've updated this book? Yeah sorry about that guys, I love this book a fuck ton and all that. I just get distracted so easily lol- Anyways, enjoy this chapter! :D

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I stayed with Tenya for a week, I finally decided that it was time to go home after last night. I'm sure my mom is worried and wants to check in. For once I'm thinking about opening up to her about what I've been doing, I'm sure she has an idea but not the full story.

In front of me stood my childhood house, the one I grew up in... I walked up to the front door and knocked. The door opened quickly, the look on my mom's face told me she was having trouble sleeping and was worried. She put her arms around with some shakiness, I put my arms around her in return.

" I'm fine mom, don't go crying okay?.." I mumbled as she pulled away to wipe at her tears, she gave me a sad smile and nodded. "You remember what you said over the phone? I want to talk about it..."

(You may or may not have to go back to see what she said in chapter 5)

Her smile was brighter now, " Really? Are you sure your ready to talk about it? Actually why don't you come in first.." She stepped out of the way, letting me come inside. I took my shoes off as my mother walked to the couch. Assuming she wanted to talk there I followed her soon after.

This feeling of sorrow suddenly hit me, it's strange not having dad here... Though he died 4 years ago, it feels like it was just the other day. One thing at a time Katsuki. "All those times I was out... I was out having sex. I'm not sure if you knew it not... But it was my way of coping with Dad being gone..." I said as I felt her hands on mine.

She stayed silent, I could tell that she was thinking of something to say. " I had a feeling that you were, that's why I was so worried. I didn't want you doing things that would affect you in the long run, I still don't want that. I want you to be safe, no matter what it is your doing. I admit I should have said something about it, but it seemed like it was helping you." She laughed, it wasn't joy.. It was full of worry and regret.

" I know you miss your father, I miss him too. I'm sure you know that, he was our peacekeeper and it's so weird to not have one in the one anymore. I'm here for you though, I'll do my best to raise you and make sure your okay. So how are you feeling right now?"

I simply sighed, "I feel sad, his death still makes me wish I did more for him. But I'm also glad, his death has brought me so many good things in this world. Like my friends, Tenya and, it's definitely brought me closer to everyone. So I'm not sure how to feel right now." I looked at my mom as she rubbed circles into my hand, she was smiling.

Even after all the yelling and name calling, we still love and care for one another. To see her smiling makes me smile as well. " Your smile reminds me of him. He was such a worry wart, he didn't smile much but when he did, it was adorable. I hope you never stop smiling like that."