Draco's Apple

four

hey kittiez I'm back hope you missed me;)) 

tw: body shaming/comparing and violence 

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I woke up again after waking everyone up at 2 in the morning. sorry.

I stretched my arms and my hand immediately came in contact to someones face i heard a low groan. too low. i look over to see him. his hair was messy and not slicked back like it always is. his mouth parted slightly making me hear his soft sighs leave his soft lips. his eye close harshly before opening them up slowly. when he sees me he immediately gets up and off the bed. 

"Holy shit" 

"Why are you here Malfoy?" Im still tired so the message came out weak like i was sad

"I could ask myself the same question. i don't really know how i even got here." He slaps the back of his neck and shakes his head as if its gonna wake him up. "I just remembered you yelling and then i think i juss passed out" He smirks slightly and looks up at me "We fucked" 

Holy shit i did not. I look at him wide eyes scared what my brother would think if anyone heard. Omg i have 2 fucking roommates their gonna know and then parkinson and Greengrass will find out and I'm gonna get my shit rocked. Im not disappointed on the action I'm kinda happy for myself until i realised. I'm a virgin. i did not lose it to draco malfoy. my childhood best friend. my teenage enemy. He looked at me with a huge grin proud of himself for taking advantage of me because i damn don't remember it. 

"i was joking Scorpius i would never fuck some blood traitor." And he walks away. He walks away.

He 

Fucking 

Walks 

Away

Im so tired of his shit i want to cut his throat and show it to his dad showing him that i just brought home his mistake and shove his throat down his dads throat and then shove both of their stupidity down the earth where they belong. But i don't do that. i look at the door. Crying silently.

I get up and head over to the restroom, i turn on the hot shower until i hear the doors opening. "Im taking a shower don't come in" but i don't hear them retreat. "I said don't come in" i groan and reach for the towel but then a slender leg comes in the shower with me. i squeel covering my body because no ones ever seen it bare. i face the beauty of her. her blond hairs frizzy and unbrushed and her eyes have small bags with her lips puffed from her snores beating it up all night, its cute. "Uhm Anastasia i don't know if your familiar with Scotland but we don't just walk in to the shower when someones showering. especially without their consent." She giggles but its a little tired and raspy she walks closer to me and reaches over to get shampoo but her little breasts come in contact with my overly huge ones. She gasps and looks me apologetically. "Sorry i just really need a shower i smelled up the whole room." She gives me the happiest smile to inform she was joking and takes the other shower head since its a multiple shower head spa. Shes stretching her torso and pulling her head back making the water devour her every skin. she truly is a goddess. I notice she has no imperfections and it makes me hate myself even more because I'm chubbier than my other siblings, even my mother has that motel figure. Im looking down. Comparing. 

Stop comparing yourself to her Amelia. 

Your pretty. 

I start crying again knowing I'm lying to myself. I'm a complete fool thinking i deserve to feel pretty. She looks back at me and worry fills her face. "i don't know if your crying or if that's water she walks two steps to me coming really close. too close. are we about to kiss right now? She licks my cheeks.