Zhan's POV
I'm living in this house with my cousin Yibo since childhood. I've even seen him growing up. No doubt i love him wholeheartedly as he is my precious brother. But all of a sudden these feelings started to change in a very weird way.It all started when I was 16, one day i decided to scare Yibo by sneaking into his room with a ghost mask, as he is really scared of ghosts. I tip toed to his room and peeked inside his room quietly from the little opened door of his room. He was changing his clothes. I watched him taking off his shirt, now his bare body was in front of ny eyes. His pearl white smooth skin, his beautiful pale and slim body, his collar bones, his pinkish nipples and his round navel. His body was looking so tempting that it's almost choked my breath.
I gulped in horror, my heart started beating fast at the scene. I don't know what's this feeling, I felt like my eyes were just stuck at him, i even forgot to blink, i wanted to engross his each and every moment in my heart. My hands were shivering to touch his beautiful body. I wanted to slide my hands through his smooth skin. When i saw his beautiful red and plump lips, i felt like i can't no longer be able to control myself from devouring those lips.
But when I realised what I am doing, i got staggered with my own behaviour. I asked myself, what was i even doing? He is my brother. How can I see him like this? How can I imagine doing thinks like these to him?
What is happening to me? Why am i losing my control by looking Yibo like this. And moreover this is not the first time i saw him shirtless. We have even saw each other naked many times........ but right now it's different.
Why is this happening?That night I was very restless, i can't understand my feelings for Yibo. For few days I tried to ignore him as much as i can. I tried to bury those unwanted feelings inside my heart but instead it became more hard for me to control my emotions. With his smiling face and beautiful body in front of me everyday, i can no longer deny my feelings for him.
Very soon i understood that, i love him, not just as a brother but as a partner as a man, romantically.
But it was very hard to resist his beautiful body. Every time i looked at him, i wanted to touch him, kiss him,mark him, crush him under me and just make him mine. It's more of like lust than love.
I know these feelings are very wrong towards my brother. My brother is a very pure and innocent boy, he didn't have any sort of idea about these things. I wanted to keep him away and protected from this dirty world, that is why i am always around him protecting him. I don't let anyone around him and even keep him away from girls too. But it looks like it's me only who is going to be a bad influence to him. I wanted to protect my brother, so i decided to control myself and my lust for Yibo.
Now i am 20 and Yibo is 16. These years i have been controlling myself. But by the time, my feelings for Yibo got stronger. I saw Yibo entering his puberty stage, after which he became more mature and beautiful. I have suppressed my feelings for him but it didn't stopped me from making some moves. I do not leave any chance of capturing his bare body in my eyes, unconsciously touching him or stealing kisses from him.
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Zhan and Yibo were sitting in Zhan's room playing video games. Their mothers were out for shopping.
Suddenly Zhan's phone rings.
"Ohh, it's Jiyang
hey Jiyang........
Okay i will be right there in a moment."said Zhan and cut the call."Ge are you going somewhere?"asked Yibo.
"Yeah,sorry baby i have to go, I have some important work to complete. It will take me few hours to come back. But i will try to be back soon. If you want anything just call the maids or if you have any problem just straight away call me."said Zhan kissing Yibo on his forehead.
"Ge, I'm not a baby now, i can take care of myself. You don't need to worry."Yibo said and chukled.
"You will always be a baby for me,my little Bo."Zhan said and patted Yibo's head and pinched his cheeks.
Zhan took his car keys and waved at Yibo before moving out.
After few minutes
Zhan was on his way to Jiyang's house.
His phone ringed.
He slowed down his car and picked up his phone to look at the caller it was Jiyang. He pressed the green button to receive the call.Hey,Where are you Zhan?, Jiyang asked.
I'm on my way."Zhan said.
"Return back home Zhan, we have cancelled the plan."Jiyang said
Zhan stopped the car after listening to him.
"Why? What happened?" Zhan exclaimed.
"Cheng remembered some important work and he will not be able to make it out today. All important data for our project is with Cheng."Jiyang told.
"Shit,you trash."cursed Zhan.
"What???Why are you cursing me it's not my fault." Jiyang said irritatedly.
"Stupid,you should have confirmed about everyone before calling me. You know, i have to leave Yibo alone at house due to your stupidity."Zhan said in a angered tone.
"Ahhh....so it's about Yibo, then i am really sorry Zhan. Sorry to disturb your cute moments. Now you can go back to him, you have my permission."Jiyang said and giggled.
"You brat...."Zhan shouted and saw the call was already ended.
Zhan sighed and reversed his car to turn back and go home.
Zhan reached his home and parked his car in the garage.
Mmm....now that i am here let's suprise Yibo. Zhan thought and smiled.
He silently walked to his room and saw Yibo was still there lying back facing the door on Zhan's bed.
"Is he sleeping?"thought Zhan moving silently inside the room.
He saw headphones on Yibo's ear.
"What is he watching?" Zhan thought and tried to raise his head up to peek at Yibo's phone.
He saw Yibo holding his phone with his one hand and his other hand was on his crotch moving slowly.
When Zhan saw the screen of Yibo's phone his eyes widened up in horror.
He saw Yibo watching a porn video. He was shocked. He can't believe his own eyes.
"How can this be possible? My Yibo was pure and innocent. What is this then? From where did he even got this video?" Zhan thought fuming with anger.
He can no longer see his brother like this. He moved towards Yibo and snatched the phone from his hand.
Yibo got surprised at a sudden jerk on his hand and turned as he his head back, he saw his brother standing there with his phone in his hand with a angry face.
"G...Ge" Yibo stuttered in fear.
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Forbidden lust(Zhanyi)
FanfictionZhan started to have lust feeling for his brother who he believes is too innocent for all this. But one day all his assumptions about his brother turned out to be wrong What will Zhan do?? Photo credit: to owners ____________________________________...